It's been 6 months since I've seen him,
And 4 months since I've talked to him.
I'm pretty sure I'm over it now,
But I wonder what happened.
He's never online,
It still scares me not to see anything from him.
If something did happen,
I'm always gonna feel like it was my fault.
I don't know what I want,
I guess I just need to know that he's still who I know him to be.
He probably hates me,
I really don't blame him.
I do miss him...
I can't explain how or why.
They say you never forget your firsts,
And in a way I'll always carry them with me.
I just need to know that he's ok,
That's he's happy.
I still really care about him,
And want him to achieve his dreams.
