Note #30

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     I took a photo of you today. It was a Polaroid photo, I'm taking a bunch and putting them all up on my wall so I can remember important things from this year. That means we had to speak to each other and I don't like speaking to you because all I hear is "Remember what we used to be like? It's not like that anymore." It's my fault we don't speak, but I think you were also distancing yourself away from me after I sent you that "It's not like we're Bestfriends anymore" text after you were crying that day. IT doesn't matter who did it though, if it hurt you I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I don't like speaking to you. I'm sorry I wouldn't let things between us be fixed. I'm sorry for mp being such a mess and crying a lot. I'm sorry for being mean or having an attitude because I was defensive. I'm sorry love, I really am.


                    -missing you xx

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