Thoughts I'll never share with you

Note #49

I figured out what I'm doing for the lockers, I'm quite excited actually. I have 7 days and I'm going to work my butt of trying to complete it. It's going to take up 10 lockers, 5 on the top and 5 on the bottom(since they cut them in half of the normal sized locker) and 6-top and bottom- in the middle will be bordered with the Polaroid border(my recent obsession) and in it will be a skyline with city buildings. The 4 on the outside will be a black sky with yellow/white stars and they'll say "Enjoy the little things." I probably explained that really confusingly so I may just add a picture of a 5 minute plan sketch thing that I did. (Don't judge me though, I was rushing and my handwriting is horrible, I'll measure out the space and make sure I get it right on the actual thing.)
I kept wondering what I wanted to do and realized that I wanted to tell the students who'll walk through the hallways something that I wish someone had told me. I decided on "enjoy the little things". We constantly forget to appreciate the little things since they're normal, common, or small, and I just wanted to have them remember that sometimes you have to remember to appreciate it all, not just the big things, because in the end you wouldn't be anywhere if it wasn't for those small unnoticed things that went on.
Thank you for all the things you've done for me, including those little things like giving me food when I was sad, making corny jokes when you could see I was tense, getting mad at the people who treated me crappy when I refused to do so myself, and probably one of my most favorite things you've ever done, rubbing peach juice on that guy who pretended to smear ketchup on my arm because he "touched what was yours."
I still laugh about that to this day, it was one of your best moments I say so myself...

-missing you xx