We are the impact we leave on people.
At the end of the day no matter what, I think that's what we're defined by. The impact we leave on each other.
I've left a horrible impact on one of our mutual friends, I only found out about it maybe 4 days ago and I'm disgusted by the way I hurt her. She's no longer angry about what I did, it was last year, but I still left an impact on her that I won't be able to change.
That is something that happened when we aren't aware of how we affect others and just focus on ourselves- we leave negative impacts. Never again will I forget to remember how the people around me feel, never again will I go throughout my day without remember that my actions have consequences, never again will I hurt someone and only realize it when they tell me a year later because never again will I allow myself to be defined as a person who doesn't care about the type of impacts they leave.
I want to be defined as a person who left good impacts, helpful impacts, positive impacts.
I'm sorry if the impact I left on you or any other person was negative, I wish I had been better, but I'll be different to others from now on. I'm sorry if the impact i left on you wasn't the best, I'll be more conscious and aware so it doesn't happen again..
-missing you xx
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Thoughts I'll never share with you
Short StoryThe thoughts of a sad person struggling to deal with the loss of one of their most valued friendships. Written in the form of notes to said person.
