You were getting tired of me. One of the last messages you sent me said you don't like me but you love me but I don't think thats a friendship. I want you to like me, I want you to like the little things about me that you've noticed over time, I want you you to know how my personality works and when people give me looks for you to think to yourself "that's normal" because you know me so well. I want you to understand that sometimes I don't know how to deal with my feelings and so I shut down and close up and it's not because I don't love you but it's because I'm scared to trust. I want you to know that when I tell you I'm okay and you sigh and give up it breaks my heart when I can see you're upset because I'm not trying to hurt you. I want you to be there for me and let me be there for you, but I don't want to feel like I'm giving myself to someone more than they give themselves to me...
-missing you xx
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Thoughts I'll never share with you
القصة القصيرةThe thoughts of a sad person struggling to deal with the loss of one of their most valued friendships. Written in the form of notes to said person.
