It's raining right now.
It's so beautiful, I love the rain. I love the sound of the raindrops hitting whatever they land on, the thunder roaring in the distance, the lighting flashing against the dark sky, and then the smell after it all ends..I love it. It's so calm and peaceful, it's like I could just stare outside my bedroom windows for hours looking at the sky and the trees moving in the wind.
As my mom and stepdad fight about how they're breaking up and how he thinks my mother is a horrible parent, listening to the rain is extremely calming.
"You're the reason none of your relationships with any of your children's fathers can actually work out so that they can have a whole family with a mother and a father." Hmm. Actually off topic but-I just found out that after not seeing my dad for 2 years I also won't be seeing him this summer, I don't have anyone to talk to about it right now but c'est la vie. I'll just pretend it doesn't matter.
"You barely even care about your kids it's just work, work, work and then you come home and watch tv and stay on your phone." Oh.
"You're just trying to ruin my relationship with our 5 year old daughter that you are a horrible parent to. I love her, she's my flesh and blood and that's why I'm still even here-because she needs me." Okay.
The rain is slowing down right now, but I can still hear the wind. I think I'm gonna go outside now...
Ayee I'm outside movie magicccc.
There's this one tree in front of me that is just moving around and I love how it looks as the rain hits it and falls off.
It's just so serene and beautiful in all aspects of both words..
-missing you xx
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Thoughts I'll never share with you
Short StoryThe thoughts of a sad person struggling to deal with the loss of one of their most valued friendships. Written in the form of notes to said person.
