Note #29

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     I want to be accepted for who I am. It's the thing that bothers me the most each day and it's what stays on my mind, I want to be accepted. I want to be accepted by the people who love me the most and I want to be accepted by myself, but I'm not. They don't accept me and I can't accept me and now I'm stuck in this hell where I'm unaccepted by my family, my myself, and God.
    I'm sorry for those days when I seemed more zoned out then usual, or those days where I wouldn't really talk to you about anything. It was because if I can't accept me I don't understand why anyone else could? If I don't love me how can you? If God, my creator, and my mother, my parent who promised to love me through everything in life, can't accept me..then how can anyone?

                -missing you xx

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