Note #47

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     Why do we have to relapse into our bad habits, why is it so easy to continue, yet so difficult to stop?  It's quite annoying to be honest. I mean, here I am, just trying to be a better person but nooooo, let's fall back into the things that make me dislike myself even more. Extremely stressful, if I do say so myself.

   But I should point out that today actually hasn't been a bad day...today I genuinely feel good, no bad vibes at all. It's rather normal, I haven't even been outside today, but it's different. I've thought about things that hurt to think about usually but it didn't do anything, I'm fine. This is different...I'm happy, I like it. I like it a lot...

            -missing you xx

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