My stepdad noticed how I was upset about everything that happened at the field trip and he told me the whole you need to stop wasting time on negative things speech and that it'd all be okay. It really just gave me a headache because I know this, but it's hard, harder than I'd like. I sat on the couch to watch Hercules and other Disney movies like the baby I am and then he told me to come here and told me he knew what was wrong, he hugged me and said I just needed a hug from someone.
He was right, I really just want a person to hug me and hold me and tell me it'll be okay because I'm a baby, but you were one of the people I would want that hug from, and the other was the one who rejected the hug last night and felt all anxious, and then when she did want to hug me it was too late because of how I already felt, so for now I'll just give myself a little hug and tell myself it'll be okay, because it really will.
-missing you xx
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Thoughts I'll never share with you
Short StoryThe thoughts of a sad person struggling to deal with the loss of one of their most valued friendships. Written in the form of notes to said person.
