Diana

“Diana”

Prologue:

 I’ve been mislead, mistreat and even betrayed. I didn’t trust anyone since I dated that jerk. And like the stupid and pathetic of me, I didn’t realize I was used just for fame and brains. I didn’t know I was cheated.

The cheeky girl you've known was gone, I shut the doors, and I promise myself to never open those doors, I don't know what might happen. I'm scared to be hurt endlessly, I'm scared to fall in love easily.

 I am Diana Hernandez, nightmares took over the light of me. No one payed attention when I needed help and it's okay, I deserve to be stuck in a room filled with endless monsters lurking under my bed.

My parents hated me, and abandoned me too, endless insults for me where thrown from their mouths, and that's when my depression and suicidal thoughts started.

Music is the only thing that I can trust, it was the only thing who stayed and made me feel absolutely better.

I’m only eighteen years old, too young to be unhappy, too early to live in a devastated world.  My dreams were ruined; my ex-boyfriend that used me just for intelligence, cheated me and humiliated me. I am not quite sure if a life of mine can still be fixed.

There came One Direction, a band of five (a/n: used to be ot5 :/) made me realize that my flaws and imperfections didn't matter. I loved their songs, it made me feel appreciated. Nonetheless, I'm broken, nearly dying.

I didn't go to school anymore, no one payed for it, a relative still supports me a bit. But, I'm mostly working hard for my finances.

 I have cuts over my arms and my thighs because I hated life. Since from the start, I wanted to kill myself because of everything that happened to me in my life

People kept telling me that everything will be okay soon, that this is just life. But how am I supposed to live if I'm already dead?

Hello guys! This is a One Direction fan fiction. I'm not very good at these so if there are wrong grammars I'm very sorry, all right? Lot's of love. xo. 

edited: 12/19/15