Diana

Chapter 40 - Nightmares

❝I woke up at midday, the sun hid behind the dark clouds. I looked around, realizing that I was in my bedroom, comforter covered underneath my naked body. I immediately scampered to the cabinets, grabbing something to wear, I shrugged the white t- shirt on, shoving my legs in my skinny jeans. Scanning for my shoes as I groaned by wasting my minute, I raced to the stairs, looking for Gemma and mom if they're here or they were gone for grocery. My feet touched the ground floor, a simple white note printed over my mom's writing, reading it slowly as a gasp leaves my lips.

Dearest Harry,

We're going back to Cheshire now. Don't worry, we're still going to meet on Christmas, right? Love, Gemma and mom xo

Gasping through the note, my eyes clouded in tears, my heart shattered to pieces once this note was printed over my mom's. Really can't accept the fact that they're leaving, since I never spend more time with them. All I did was music, fame, the band and controlling over the media. I went over the kitchen, coffee was prepared on the coffee pot, I grabbed my white mug, pouring the coffee over my mug. The scent of the coffee filling my senses, I grabbed a seat, sipping the hot coffee that was prepared perhaps by Gemma and my mum. My eyes gazed over the window, the wind filling the flat since the window was wide open. Having a sip of my coffee as the quiet room filled with awkwardness, I stand from my seat. My mug still on my hand, picturing Diana on the garden, playing with herself. Telling me to come over and have fun with her for the rest of the afternoon, but a shake of my head answered her as she grunts. A sincere laugh leaves my lips, she goes to the window, gazing on my eyes as I gaze on hers. A simple smile glued over her lips as I left a simple kiss on her forehead, and it snapped out of my thoughts. It wasn't reality, it was only an imagination. I slowly shake my head, realizing that my mug was half empty. I nodded, getting back to my previous position; seating on a chair, staring over the window, gazing over the small picture frames hang over the walls, and still thinking about my girlfriend and my mom. 

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"Is Diana awake already?" I asked, hoping to see Diana's eyes open.

"No, she's still asleep." Shayne left out a sigh, grabbing a seat beside the narrowed hallway. "When do you think she'll wake up?"

"I'm sure soon," I stuttered, unsure if that will be true or not. "I don't know."

"Harry, I heard you just…Um…Kissed Taylor." She creates an awkward conversation, as pressure goes over my spine. 'Is it true?"

"Yes," I nodded my head in humiliation. "But, it wasn't me. She was the one who kissed me."

"But you still cheated!" She shouts over my face, tears clouded in her eyes. Her fierce expression makes my heart shatter to pieces. "I should've not trusted you!" She yells, her hand flying to the air as she gives me a massive slap on the cheek, a mark leaving my cheek. My eyes clouded by tears. 

"I didn't do it…" I shake my head, convincing her that I didn't do anything wrong. "Please, believe me, Shayne." I kneel on my knees. 

"I believed in you since I met you, Harry!" She yells, people's eyes are on us. "Do you even know what love means, Harry? You underestimated me and Diana. You're an arsehole!" 

"No, I'm not." I shake my head. "Please, Shayne…"

"No." She whispers, walking past me as tears finally fell. Tears covered my cheek. 

I stand up from the floor, my hands filled with tears that I've collected, shivering by the cold air surrounding me, humiliation sliding over my spine, I look over the small window on the small door where Diana is located, my heart shattering to pieces once I saw her appearance, I gulped everything that I'm willing to put out. Walking over the people who was in the hallway, people's eyes locked on my appearance; a busted lip, a black eye, and cuts over my knuckles. I quietly sighed, exiting the building as fast as I could, avoiding the humiliation shutting my body of, and turning my world upside down, too.

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Calling Shayne a gazillion times won't work, it all goes to voicemail. I sighed, looking back to the dark road, realizing that I was here for the whole day and night. My eyes bloodshot over the tears that I have collected. The city lamps giving sufficient light on the narrow road, endless cars driving over the road while I was beside of it, lightning startles me as my heart pounds in my chest. Putting out a sigh and dropped my head to the steering wheel. 

"Hey, Harry!" A voice called my name, turning my head to the left as I realized it was Olly…Olly Murs. "How long have you been there, pal?"

"A litthe while," I chuckled. 

"Is there something wrong, lad?" He asks, curiously and I shake my head as a reply, no words to say. "All right, Harry. If you need something, let me know."

I nodded as he drove away. 

My phone buzzed as it gave me a heart attack, bringing it out of my pocket, the gadget grasped around my hand, I switched it on, a mesage left my inbox which was sent few seconds ago. My eyes read every each word, as I realized it was sent from Louis.

Hey, Harry…Meet me at the park, now. 

My heart pound in my chest, assuring myself that everything will be all right, switching my engine on, driving all the way to the park to meet the person that I'm eager to see. 

"Louis," I look at him, an empty expression greeting me. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing's wrong." He grunts. "Harry, why the fuck did you kiss her?"

"There you go again Lou-"

"I DON'T GIVE A SHIT IF I'M ACTING LIKE THIS ALL THE TIME, I JUST FUCKING WANT THE ANSWER!" He roars. 

"I despise her, Louis." I finally gave him the answer.

"Tell me everything that you did in the house, Harry." He tells me, my heart beating rapidly. "Tell me!"

"I just drink shots of liquor and kissed Taylor…" I lied, hoping that my lies aren't too exposed.

"You're lying, what about you and Leslie? What did you do?" He growls.

"Nothing." I stuttered, shaking my head. "Nothing else but just hang out."

"TELL ME!" He screams. "I know you're lying, Harry. I can see it through your eyes."

"We had sex, okay!?" I eventually confessed.

"You're a manwhore," he remarks. "I thought you're going to do your best, Harry? You're a dissapointment to everybody!" 

"Louis…It was an accident!" I convinced him.

"Accident? You're dissapointing Diana, Harry!" He yells. "You underestimated her! You're a fucking asshole!"

"I'm sorry, Louis." I said, "Please…"

"No, you're unforgivable." He slowly shakes his head, walking past me.

I gasped, his accuracy shattering my heart, realization came to me when he said that I was underestimating her. Catching my breath by all the obnoxious air that I'm breathing, my arms numb. The world do turned my life upside down, realization making my heart sink. I felt that I'm a worthless shit

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A/N: Hello guys! It's almost 2014. Yaaaay! :) So what is your New Year's Resolution? Love loads xoxo