Diana

Chapter 50 - Philippines

Diana 

Last night was a pretty good night actually, it was unexpected when Harry decided to visit me and spend time with me for a month in the Philippines. Despite that I moved yesterday, I didn't learn any languages, though. However, it really doesn't matter to me anyway. They can speak English, right? 

But, there's this huge terror that chills my spine since yesterday. I felt like Nina's going to hunt me down when she discovers that Harry visited me instead to celebrate and spend time with Nina. I hope she knew how much dumb Harry did, I was trying to move on. But, Harry never stops hoping me to come back with him. And, it's pretty sad that I can't anymore. He was taken by the prettiest woman already . . . It was Nina. Thus, I don't have any chances anymore.

I feel like the nerd and Nina's the pretty and popular girl. Suddenly, Harry woke up from his sleep. He was very exhausted, since he never even lay on the bed and relaxed or sleep for a little while. He really did his effort, but, Harry should do this kind of gestures that he does to me to Nina. Because, he isn't mine whatsoever. He is just my best friend, we aren't together or whatever. We're just . . . friends. 

"Hey," he holds a smile. "How are you?"

"I'm fine." I nodded, tracing circles over the sheets. "How are you with Nina? Was her birthday good last night?"

"I left," he shrugged. "I found it boring and I feel like you need me and I need you."

"Harry." I stopped. "I'm already fine, you don't need to be worried about my condition. I will be fine and I hope that you're not going to treat me as your little sister. I don't want to be trapped by your concern, can't you just stay away from me and leave me alone for just . . . just a week? I'm so exhausted of Nina's threats, I don't want my mind to be filled with stress and problems or stuff. Harry, I'm just begging you, I want you to stop and leave me alone for a little while."

"It's because I can't, Diana." He answered after I ended my reply. "Me and Nina really are so different, unlike you and me, I feel like you fit perfectly in my heart. It's like there's a zing on my eyes when I saw you for the first time. But, when you walked away and left, and dated Nina. I felt that it will never be the same without you. Nina is changing because fame is approaching her, I despise her attitude lately. And I mean it, I need you, because you're a humble girl . . . In a good way, I love you for the way you act. I don't choose girls who are perfect, I choose girls who know how to be brave and be independent when it's important. Nina wasn't the girl who I chose whatsoever, but, someday I will learn to love her. Moreover, I can't leave you. . . Because you've been a part of my life, I can't leave you because you are in a serious condition lately. I don't want to let go because I don't want you to be miserable when you grow old, if ever that you can't live anymore. I'll be here for you, recalling every single memory we have, I want you to be happy until the day that you're growing old or you're getting weak. I want to hold you tightly and be your prince charming. I will always be your baby, your prince charming."

I trailed off when he said that, it was so emotional when he said that to me. I nodded and looked back to his eyes, trying to put my tears in me. "Harry, you're just a very sweet person . . ." I stopped. "But it's time to let go."

"Diana, please, no." His tears suddenly roll over her cheeks as I wipe it out by my thumb. "I can't leave you, okay?"

"Harry, you should go." I nodded. 

"I will never EVER going to let you go." He assures me. "We're not together. But . . ."

He kissed me. Just like the first time he kissed me. 

"Remember the first time that I kissed you?" He placed a slight smirk on his lips. "Remember that? It's been three months ago." 

"And that's when I'm already in a serious relationship with an infamous girl that I just met in the mall, it was unexpecting, really. And I hope that you should know how much that I'm honestly and genuinely in love with you. I'm sorry if I just treated you wrong. I'm sorry for everything and I mean it."

"I'm glad you learned your lesson." I said, confidently. "You need to go, it's much better when you're with Nina."

"Diana. . ."

"Harry, just please." I cut him off, trying to be polite. "Sometimes we just need to give up or sacrifice, okay?"

"One last . . ." He stops as he kissed me in the lips as we pulled away. "Kiss." He winks.

He headed to the door, a last wave made my heart broke as he left. 

Harry 

I don't want to leave, I want to be with her. Frankly, I felt that I lost feelings for Nina, despite that we've only been a couple for weeks. Once I dropped myself in London, I sighed. I think that I'm not going to meet Diana ever again, huh? 

1 Week Later. . . 

One week isn't the best week, I feel like that I should stab myself by thousand of knives. But, I think she deserves to be happy. But, frankly, I can't be happy without her, despite that I have Nina to make my day brighter. 

Nina was in Paris with her family because they're going to have a new company and I don't have any idea what it is. Nina is going to be there for five days and she just left a while ago, so, I have time to scream Diana's name and tell her I love her.

Suddenly, Jullianna unexpectedly called me and I answered it right away, I first heard her hysteric voice and I suddenly freaked out maybe it's a news from Nina. "Harry?" Jullianna calld out.

"Yeah."

"You should know something." Jullianna tells me, calmly.

"What is it?" I asked.

"It's about Diana . . ."

"What is it?" I raised my voice.

"Diana's confined."