Diana

Chapter One: I Met Him

Chapter One: I Met Him

I’m too tired of the air I’m gasping, gasping positive or negative expectations. This house was full of bad memories and I don’t have any single idea why I still didn’t leave this house when my mother and father left me like a wind.

I head my way to the park only a block away from my house. I didn’t even realize how long I was in this house. Suffering, crying and staring at a blank, white wall everyday. And I’m too tired for that.

When I arrived at the park, it was all different. I can finally smell the wind of freedom. The freedom that I’ve been waiting for so long right from the start. Right from the start when I started to be insecure, silent and alone.

I wander around the park and a blonde, punkish guy attracted me. It was quite familiar to me. Until I remembered those flashbacks when I got a boyfriend, and until I remembered… It was him.

My ex-boyfriend

 

I gasped and the bad memories flashed through my mind. He suddenly made an eye contact on me and raised a brow. He walks a couple of steps towards me as a smirk was placed around his plump lips.

“You look familiar to me.” He spoke and I just stayed my mouth shut before my anger boils.

“The girl that you used for intelligence, fame and used me afterwards!” I screamed, as the anger won’t calm down. My anger is like a water boiling and beginning to burn a person until he dies. “You know who I am?”

“Diana?” He grins and bit his bottom lip. “I missed you so much and I’m very sorry—”

“A sorry will never make me feel better, because you ruined my life like a wrecking ball!” I scream in front of him, and my eyes begin to water. I gulp my tears and lick my lips, praying that this argue won’t get any worse.

“Come on, why are you still focusing on the past?” He snapped as his veins were shown at his neck.

“Because you were the one who ruined my life!” My tears started falling, eyes betrayed. I despise his personality, yes I know he learned on his mistakes but I know that he will do it again. Crash me like a wrecking ball. “And the reason I still didn’t move on simply because I don’t have the future. Because you were the one who ruined it, Dave!”

There are no words out from his mouth. I want to pull his hair, to punch his face and even kick him on the balls. I just don’t want to see his face, he just need to die in hell when he dies and I mean that.

“Why are you keeping your mouth shut?” I snapped and let my anger boil again. “I thought you were going to shout at me just like what you did to me before and abuse me like an animal? Do you know how it hurts? How it hurts to be cheated, used and humiliated? You were the one that I really trust before! And then you kissed a girl after the day we forgive in each other and have dinner with your family. If you were me, do you know how it hurts? Do you know how!?”

“I—” He stops and bites his bottom lip. “Why can’t you trust me? I’ve changed, you know?”