Diana

Chapter Thirteen: "With Him"

Chapter Thirteen: “With Him”

“Thank you for taking me to lunch by the way.” I tell him and I smiled.

“Anytime, love.” He responds and nods his head. I just love the fact about him being quiet, respectful and gentle. He was very sweet since he brought me, but to be honest I just hate it that he’s too quiet. He isn’t speaking that much because I was hurt when both of us accidentally kissed and the other things that made me mad and made him mad. He doesn’t need to be a quiet guy when he talks to me; the only way to be careful by his words is just to control his temper and his hormones.

“I can’t believe that I’m turning nineteen.” It’s been a matter of minutes when both of us didn’t speak. Good that I have a subject that Harry and I can discuss.

“Yeah, you grow up so fast darling.” He grins. “Don’t you want to have a relationship on someone and start all over again, Diana?”

“I don’t want to.” I shake my head, shyly while a little smile was placed around my lips and I nod. “I don’t want to fall in love, maybe I will fall too much and suddenly break.” I replied and sighed. I know it will be as amazing as ever but I never trusted love. I fall too much on Dave and that’s the time I fell. I fell and broke.

“I think you have a point.” He pouts and shrugs his shoulders. “But the only way to never break while falling in love is to face your fears.” He tells

I didn’t say anything—any words out of my mouth. I think he got that huge point. But I’m just so scared to face my fears, but I think that’s the only way—to face your biggest fears—and my biggest fear is to fall in love again. I just don’t know where to find the trust worthy, respectful and the kindest guy. I don’t care if he’s ugly, if he’s a nerdy, if he isn’t famous—I just need a boyfriend who is trusted for me—who can keep my biggest fears and my deepest secrets, to keep the deeper me.

“Hey, you all right?” Harry asks as he interrupts my thoughts.

“I’m okay.” I nod my head. “It’s just… You’re right.”

“About what?”

“About facing your biggest fears.”

He chuckles and he told me that we should go; we stand up from our seats and Harry paid the bill and we immediately go to the parking lot and climb in Harry’s car and buckle up. Harry switches the engine on, as the engine roar to life—he drives going to my flat and I guess we’re spending time again.

The car finally stopped and we are finally in my flat. Harry turns the car engine off and climbs off the car and grabbed my house keys and puts it to the door lock and twists it. It went open so we got inside and Harry drops himself to the sofa, I drop my bag at the coffee table and forced myself to text Shayne.

*Hey, care to come over? Xx* I send.

I waited for her text message and my phone suddenly vibrated. I slide my thumb to the screen and her text message suddenly flashes to my screen. I just got Shayne’s number by asking her on Twitter so don’t wonder about it.