Diana

Chapter 52 - Speak Up

Harry 

/>I thought and dreamed of her all night, it's very weird, I'm not going to lie. I wanted to talk to Diana now, but, I feel so empty. However, there's this rare feeling that I want to kill myself and give my life to Diana so that she can live. Of course I am going to sacrifice my life for her, only a scar, only a wound can hurt me. It's just like I'm a vampire, when a single light is going to hit me, I'd be hurt quickly. Just like Diana, only a wound, it can hurt me. It's like I'm a part of her body, quickly hurt.

And, I just realized lately that Jullianna went back to be an innocent woman. It's pretty nice to have her old point of view back, she was always the devil girl among all of us. However, Nina, I guess she's like Maleficent, she wants her beauty, her attention all to her. Not literally. 

This wasn't the best year of my life, I have to say. It all ended up to endless war in my life. I have to say, I describe Nina much as a perfectionist. While, Diana, on the other hand, was the "girl-who-can-defend-herself-and-stay-strong" type of young girl. It's pretty surprising, she's also pretty confusing. Sometimes, she'd say she loves me. But, when the other minute came, she'd say she hated me. However, it really didn't bother me, I thought perhaps she really doesn't know how to work in a real world, since she was trapped in a room and her doors are all closed, full of thorns. Thus, if you tried to open the door, man, there will be a huge sting on your hand.

 Speaking of Diana, she's having her surgery soon. On Monday, to make it exact. In fact, I wasn't expecting any of this. Moreover, I hope that her operation will be successful once it's done. But, there's this feeling that she couldn't make it. And, I hope that it won't happen. It's going on my nerves lately.

I guess this was the outcome of my "she-needs-to-be-free" plan that I've been doing for the past few months, I thought it would work well, but it ended up being a full mess! I ended up cheating, kissing and now, surgery! It's sad, really. I have to admit, I deserve to be punched on the face. I feel like I deserve one, I guess I always put someone's life in jeopardy. 

"Hey, Diana." I greeted as I came in, a smile just made my heart beat fast. "How are you?"

"I'm pretty fine." She smirked. "Oh, yeah, it's almost Christmas."

"What do you want for Christmas, babe?" I asked.

""Babe?" I missed that." She laughed. "Oh, I just want to get out of this huge mess."

"I'll do that for you." I swear to God that she'd be free from this huge mess. "Just for my girl." I kissed her temple and goosebumps formed over her skin. I nodded.

"Harry, I love you." She finally said it, she's still in love with me. "As a friend."

Oh. 

"I love you more." I stuttered, heartbroken by her words. 

It seems that I've been "friendzoned" by Diana. 

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"Hey mate, how's Diana?" Zayn asks me and I bring out a long sad sigh.

"She's fine." I nodded. "She's having a surgery on Monday, I think she's not ready for this."

"Mate, don't worry." He tapped my shoulder. "She's going to fine, she's a strong girl."

I hope so, Zayn. I don't know if she can stay strong by the problems on her shoulders. I don't know if she can handle the big stress, however, I'm going to pray that she will stay strong before her surgery. It really makes my heart sink so much, I don't want her suffering by the huge struggle. 

I just want her to be free. 

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