Diana

Chapter 48 - Nina's Envy

This is bullshit.

"What the actual fuck did you say to her?!" She shouted, Diana's aspect changes to a hysterical one. "Harry, I just said to stay away from her!"

"I can't because I still need her!" She yells. "She was also my princess and I-"

"So I'm now your second best? While Diana is the first?" She growls. "I fucking hate you Harry!"

"NINA!" I shouted. 

"NINA!" I shouted. "You're not the second best, I love you so so much so don't speak bullshit on Diana. I am in love with you and all your little things! I don't want to leave you alone because you're better than anyone else." 

She left the room, sighing a relief, I abruptly saw Diana smiling, nervously. I held her hand, kissing her knuckles. "Harry, we're not supposed to meet anymore." She nodded, a tear falling to her cheek, looking back to me.

"No," he stutters. "What can I do to make you feel better, Diana?"

"To forget me." She gulped. "I became strong when you set me free, and I'll become stronger when you're going to let me go."

"I'll be weaker . . ." I admitted. 

"The best way to not get your heart broken is to pretend that you don't have one." She tells me, in a 'crying' tone, however, a smile is still glued around her lips. "It's okay, Harry."

"I can't." I nodded.

"Harry . . . Stop acting that you can't move on, you should be. You should be happy that we've been together for a month." She grins. "Sometimes, Harry, if you wanna move on? You just need to press delete and have a new start." 

"Bye, Harry." She said. 

DIANA'S POV

"I can't do that, Diana." He said. "Because I'm still-"

"Sir," a doctor interrupted him. "Mrs. Hernandez can be free now, she just needs few check ups, which will happen next week."

"Okay." He smiled and I stood up, trying to feel all right by what happened earlier.

I feel stupid now, I should've not said that to him. Of course, I was still in love with him, I will always be. However, I need to underestimate the connection we have. I don't want to be in chains, I'm not gonna lie. I don't want to be tied in ropes and whip me at my back all over again. 

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I've run down words after I left the hospital, it was sad, really. I couldn't talk to Harry already, I think the most painful thing that I've ever experienced, is that half of the truth is just a huge lie. Nina, I guess she was the girl that Harry has been looking for. I was just like the nerd and Nina is the princess, we can't love. Because we're different, people are going to deny. And ending to the point that they're going to hate Harry because his decision was the dumbest thing ever. 

A knock slap me out of my thoughts as I quickly opened the door, it was Jullianna. I smiled, sweat creating on my palms. "Hey." She greets. "I want to talk to you for a minute."

"Sure." I stammered, allowing her to enter the flat as she sat down on the sofa. "Erm, uh, Nina's sobbing like mad because Harry loves you more than her. And, the point that  I came her is- It's not for Nina by the way. It's for you."

"Um, I just feel a bit of protective on you lately." She stops. "I don't want you struggling in this devastated flat full of bad memories that you experienced."

"So?" I raised my eyebrow.

"You need to live in my flat." She smiles. "It's much better there. I don't want you spending in a dirty house, not going to lie. So, I want you to live with me."