Regina One Shots

Dear Robin

Dear Robin,

If you're reading this letter then I apologize. This isn't your fault. I love you and I will always love you. There were just too many of them. Too many demons that were attacking me at the same time. They made me hate myself and made me want to hurt myself. You've helped me battle them but there were just too many. In the end my hate for myself was stronger than my love for you.
It was mainly my parents. My mother was a verbally abusive alcoholic. Every chance she had she would criticize me for the simplest thing I do. She loved the bottle more than me and it showed when she drank herself into depression. And Daddy, poor and innocent daddy. He was just another victim of her abuse and his love for me weakened over the years. I had no support and you were the only one who ever loved me.
I remember the first thing you told me when we met, "Don't let them get to you Gina, they aren't worth it. If you love yourself then you won't need them." I'm sorry Robin. I just couldn't love myself. I couldn't even love you correctly. I was too broken and damaged and you deserve someone better.
When you proposed it was the happiest day of my life. We would finally have a life together and then I was pregnant. I was so happy and like usual my happiness was ruined when I miscarried. I fell into that depression again and so did you. We were both in a bad place and we couldn't help each other. For that, I'm sorry that I failed you.
You deserve someone better, Robin. Please, be happy without me. Since you are reading this I assume that I was finally able to do it. I finally got the courage to end this pitiful life. I just want you to know that I'll always love you. I'll see you in heaven.
~Your wife, Regina

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I rarely have sad one shots. But to be a successful writer I have to cover all the emotions. So, tell me what you think!