The Unexpected Love

What Do I Do Now?

***Leah***

Its been a few weeks and we are now all back home in London. 

"Babe, are you going to be okay today while i go to meetings?" Niall asked as we ate breakfast. 

"Sure, im going to go shopping and then see my mum" I said, taking a sip of my drink. 

"Okay, be careful and have a good day, i love you" Niall said as he kissed my head before leaving for his meetings.

"I love you too" I shouted to him before he left. 

I went back upstairs and went to get ready for the day ahead. 

* * * * 

I had been shopping now for an hour and i came across a little coffee shop, with free wifi. 

Just in time, i needed coffee.

"mmm....coffee" I said to myself as i walked into the shop and the coffee smell hit me. 

I ordered a coffee and sat at a little table waiting for my coffee to be brought over to me. 

My coffee came after a few minutes of waiting and i scrolled through my twitter feed.

"Leah" A mans voice said from behind me. I felt his breath touch the back of my neck and it made my hairs stand. 

I turned my head and looked at the man behind me.

"Aaron" I gasped. 

"Its been long babe" Aaron said as he grabbed my arm, unnoticeable to others. 

"What do you want?" I argued, quietly. 

"Get up and come with me" Aaron said as he pulled up my arm, forcing me to stand up. 

He pulled me out of the coffee shop and forced me into his car.

* * * * 

We pulled up to a small ruined house. The roof was broken and it looked horrible.

"Welcome home babe" Aaron said as he got out the car. 

He walked over to my side, opened the door and forced me out. We both walked into the house and it smelt like damp. 

We went into his bedroom, there was a mattress on the floor and that was it. The windows were all boarded up and there was no electricity. 

Aaron pushed me over and i fell onto the mattress.

"You get comfy, ill be back and then you can show me how much you missed me"  Aaron said as he went out of the room.

I quickly got out my phone....no signal. Fuck.

I got up and ran to the bedroom door but as i opened the door, there stood Aaron. 

"Were not done yet babe" Aaron said as he walked forward, forcing me to walk backwards and get back onto the bed. 

Aaron took off his top and then he started to walk towards me

"NO AARON" I screamed at him.

"Be quiet bitch, i have waited months for this" Aaron continued. He took off his clothes and then started to undress me.

I kept struggling but Aaron held me down. He took my clothes off and i couldn't keep still. I tried. I couldn't get away. He had his hands on my wrists, forcing them to stay down. I couldn't move.

Aaron laid on top of me and started to thrust, slowly, then harder. 

I cried. I didn't make any noise, nothing was coming out. Tears rolled down my face. I was numb. I couldn't feel anything. 

Aaron was on top of me, moaning and thrusting but i just laid there. I hated myself. I closed my eyes and tried to forget that this was happening. 

Aaron soon stopped and laid next to me. 

"That was amazing, i have waited so long to do that" Aaron said, out of breath and proud. 

"I said no" Was all i could say.

"Shut up you bitch, i said yes" Aaron said as he hit me round my face. 

* * * * 

Aaron fell asleep and i took this as my opportunity to run. I got up quietly, got dressed and ran straight out of the house. 

I ran and ran and ran, until i came across a taxi. 

I jumped into the taxi and then went home. 

I got home and ran straight inside. Niall wasn't home yet. I was still crying. 

I ran upstairs and ran a bath, i poured bleach into the bath and got in, burning my self because i didn't put any cold water in. I saw all the busies over my body.

I sat in the bath in a little ball and just cried. I hated myself, i hated what Aaron had done. How could i ever forgive myself. I was raped. 

* * * * 

I heard the front door slam...Aaron? 

"LEAH? I'M HOME?" An Irish voice shouted. Niall. 

  I didn't care, i sat in a ball, staring at the wall. 

Niall came bursting into the bathroom and he saw me sitting in the bath. 

"Leah? how long have you been in the bath for? your skin has gone all wrinkly and is that bleach i can smell?" Niall said as he got me out the bath and wrapped a towel around me. 

By this time the bath was stone cold. I must have been sat in the bath for two or more hours. 

Niall saw the busies on my arms and was in shock.

"Leah, what happened?" Niall asked.

"Something bad" I let out, while tears started to roll down my face, again. 

"Leah, your scaring me, what happened? you can tell me" Niall said as he helped me get into my pjs. 

"Aaron..." I started. "He...." I carried on.

"He what Leah? tell me" Niall said, trying to get me to talk.

"He...." I started again, I took a deep breath "Raped me" I let out and as soon as i said it, i bursted into tears.

Niall was in shock. He was speechless. He was upset. 

Me and Niall cuddled all night and we fell asleep in each others arms. He told me not to worry, that Aaron couldn't hurt me anymore and that he would protect me.

 How will i get this out my mind? What will happen between me and Niall? What do i do now?