The Unexpected Love

And I Think That's It

***Leah*** 

I was finally home and in my own bed, instead of being in a hospital bed. 

"Are you alright Lea? Do you feel okay?" Niall asked. 

I gave him a little smile and nodded.

"I'm here for you babe, you can talk to me" Niall said as he held my hand.

"I just want my baby, im sorry Niall, i know you weren't the dad but i really wanted this and now its gone" I said as i held his hand.

"I know babe but you will be able to have another one" Niall said as he put my hair around my ears.

"I don't want to replace this one" I said as i looked down.

"I know you don't but maybe this time just wasn't the right time" Niall said as he moved my head so i looked at him.

Me and Niall hugged. He held me tight and i could hear his heart beat. 

*Ring Ring Ring Ring* Nialls phone started to ring.

"Hello" Niall answered and he walked out of the room to talk.

I waited patiently for Niall to come back in the room.

* * * * 

30 minutes had pasted and Niall finally came off the phone and came back into the bedroom.

"Who was that?" I asked as he sat on the edge of the bed.

"Um, my management" Niall said, he looked worried.

"Whats going on?" I asked as i tried to look into his eyes.

"The fans know, about your baby" Niall said. He was so upset. I went into shock.

"What? How?" I asked, starting to panic. 

"I don't know how they found out but they know" Niall said as he placed his hand on my leg.

"What do we do now?" I asked while trying to calm myself down.

"Just stay silent, don't confirm anything, my management are dealing with it" Niall said with a smile on his face. 

Me and Niall cuddled for a while. 

"Babe, i have to go to a meeting, ill be home around 5" Niall said as he kissed my forehead.

"Okay, i love you, lock the door when you go" I replied.

* * * * 

Niall went to his meeting and i somehow thought it was a good idea to look at the tweets about me on twitter. 

"That dirty cow, she didn't deserve that baby" One tweet read. 

"She killed her baby, how could you do that?" Another said.

"What does Niall even see in her, shes a mess and an ugly slut", "How could Niall stand by a girl who carried another mans baby" "She is a dirty cheating bitch" The tweets kept coming and coming. 

There were a few nice ones like; "I feel sorry for her, she lost her baby and now shes being hated on" "How can people hate on her when she has just lost a baby" But there were more horrible tweets then nice ones.

I logged off twitter and i was in a state. To be hated on when i have just lost a baby is the worst thing ever. Am i strong enough to live on? Am i better off dead? 

I walked into the bathroom and looked at my reflection. The tears were rolling down my face and i couldn't make the pain go away. 

I washed my face and got in the shower and had a long think about my life. 

* * * * 

I got out the shower and wrapped a towel around my body, i walked into my room and got into some clean clothes. 

I walked up and down my room, thinking about everything. 

I can't stand it anymore. The fans found out my twitter and kept sending me direct tweets and messages. Some were really nasty. 

I went back into the bathroom and opened up the cabinet and took out 3 pots of tablets.

I took a deep breath and started to pour the tablets in my mouth. 

I swallowed the tablets and slid down the wall onto the floor. I got the rest of the tablets and kept putting them in my mouth. 

I had finished a pot and a half of tablets before i started to struggle to breathe. 

My chest was wheezing and i was as white as ice. 

I heard the front door slam. Niall must be home. I heard him coming up the stairs and i quickly grabbed the second pot of tablets. 

"Lea?" Niall shouted from the bedroom. 

I couldn't get the cap of the bottle, i was too weak. 

I looked up and i saw the bathroom door open. I had forgotten to lock the door. It was Niall.

I closed my eyes and i laid onto the bathroom floor.

I heard Niall rush over to me and he lifted up my head and rested it on his arm. He took the tablets out my hand and threw then across the room. 

"LEAH, WAKE UP LEAH, WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS?" He started "LEAH CAN YOU HEAR ME?" He shouted as he tried to wake me up. 

"I'm sorry" Is all i could get out, i relaxed my body. 

And i think that's it.

I'm dead.