The Unexpected Love

I Wish I Didn't Love Him, But I Do!

So its been a few weeks since i last saw/texted Niall. It's not him, its me. He has been blowing up my phone with texts, calls and tweets but i haven't replied. See the truth is, i have a boyfriend now, Aaron. Me and Aaron have been dating now for 3 weeks and i moved in with him last week. I love him but there is something wrong....

"Babe, get up, i need you to go to the shop" Aaron, my boyfriend asked.

"Okay" i said as i forced myself out of bed. I went into the bathroom to put on some make-up, brush my hair and teeth.

"Ouch" I whispered to myself as i covered up my purple and blue bruise on my collarbone with concealer and foundation.

I put on some clothes and went out of the bathroom.

"Your not wearing that" Aaron shouted at me.

"Whats wrong with it?" I asked as i looked at my self in the mirror. I was wearing blue jeans and a baggy jumper.

"Them jeans are slutty" Aaron said.

"But there just jeans" I started.

"Don't you dare fucking backchat me" Aaron started to get angry.

I changed my jeans and put on some tracksuit bottoms.

* * * *

I just finished packing my shopping bags.

As i was walking out of the shop, i bumped into someone as i was looking at the ground.

"Sorry" I said, without looking up.

"Leah? is that you?" An Irish voice asked.

I looked up and it was Niall.

"Niall? what are you doing here?" I asked.

"Um, shopping, whats going on? why haven't you been answering my texts or calls?" Niall asked worried.

"Niall i can't say, i have to go, sorry" I said as i ran away from Niall.

* * * *

I arrived back home, with the shopping and Aaron was waiting for me in the kitchen.

"Why are you late?" Aaron asked.

"Sorry? late?" I asked, confused.

"It takes 30 minutes to go to the shop and you took an hour and a half?" Aaron carried on.

"Aaron, we had a lot to get and i had to walk" I said.

"Just unpack the shopping" Aaron said as he downed the rest of his beer.

I started to unpack the shopping.

"Where are my beers?" Aaron asked as he looked in the fridge.

"I didn't get any, sorry" I replied.

"You what? you fucking bitch" Aaron walked over to me and hit me round the face.

I stood there in shock, a few tears rolled down my face.

"I'm sorry" are the only words i managed to get out.

"Just unpack the shopping, im going to bed" Aaron said, angry. He then walked upstairs.

I looked in the mirror in the kitchen at my eye. It was bruised. I had a black eye.

When i had finished unpacking i made myself a cup of coffee and sat at the table to drink it.

*Knock,Knock,Knock*

I went and answered the door and there stood Niall.

"Leah" Niall said shocked. "What happened?" He added, pointing at my eye.

"Nothing, what are you doing here?" I asked, confused.

"Your mum told me where you are, im worried about you" Niall said.

"I'm fine, honestly" I tried to lie but i knew Niall wouldn't believe me.

"If your fine, why did you look a mess this morning and why do you have a black eye?" Niall asked.

"Look Niall, you have to go, Aaron will wake up soon and you can't be here when he does" I said as a few tears rolled down my face.

Niall wiped my tears, "Who's Aaron?" Niall asked confused.

"I AM" Aaron shouted from the stairs, he had already walked down a few.

"Aaron -" I started.

"Don't Leah, who is this at my door?" Aaron said as he walked up behind me.

"I'm Niall, a friend of Leah's" Niall said.

"A friend? Of Leah's? that's funny because Leah doesn't have friends, do you Leah?" Aaron said as he grabbed my arm, making me let out a few "Owws"

"No, i don't have any friends" I said in pain.

"Let go of her" Niall said as he looked furious.

"Make me, this is none of your business so i suggest you get off my property and leave now" Aaron said forcing Niall to back off.

Aaron slammed the door in Niall's face and then carried on shouting at me and im pretty sure Niall heard it all from outside.

I scream while Aaron beat me to the floor.

"YOU WILL NEVER SPEAK TO ANOTHER MAN AGAIN, APART FROM ME, UNDERSTAND" Aaron shouted in my face.

I laid on the floor, in agony, crying.

"UNDERSTAND" Aaron shouted again.

I couldn't speak, nothing was coming out. I nodded yes to Aaron and then he went back upstairs. I laid on the floor crying.

* * * *

I went up to mine and Aaron's room only for Aaron to be waiting for me. He had my pjs in his hand.

"Aaron?" I asked.

"Your sleeping on the sofa, i don't want to sleep with you" He said as he threw me my pjs.

"Aaron, im sorry if Niall upset you, i love you, you are my world" I stated.

"Don't even mention another mans name or i swear you'll get it" Aaron said.

"Okay im sorry, please Aaron, let me sleep in bed" I tried to change his mind.

"NO" Aaron said as he pushed me out of the room and locked the door from the inside.

I went back downstairs and got comfy on the sofa.

I really missed Niall, i needed help. I want my mum, i want someone, i need someone.

I laid on the sofa, crying myself to sleep. I wish i didn't love him but i do!.