The Unexpected Love

I'm Sorry

***Leah***

Its been two months and im back living in London. America just wasn't for me. I wasn't prepared to stand in Ariana's shadow, that just wasn't my time but i know my time will come one day. Anyway Harry and Niall are excited to have me back in London and im happy im back.

The morning started off well, all i done was catch up with sleep. I had to wait for Niall to finish his meetings before i could meet him.

I got up and dressed and started to walk to Nialls house.

I got to Nialls house, knocked on the door and waited to be answered.

"Lea, come in" Niall answered the door and let me in.

I walked in and sat on his sofa.

"So how are you Nialler?" I asked as we sat on the sofa.

"Yeah im good, how are you?" Nialler asked.

"Yeah im good, hows Harry?" I asked.

"Yeah, hes good" Niall answered.

"I need your advice Nialler....i need help" I asked Niall as i held his hand.

"Whats up?" He said as he put his arm around me.

"Its about me and Harry, i do honestly love him but i just don't think we can ever be together" I admitted.

"I know what you mean Lea, he loves you too but even i have to admit, you two wouldn't last. I know what your like Lea, you hate the attention and i think the fans and the media will be all too much for you" Niall admitted.

I agreed with Niall. Everything he was saying was true, its just me and Harry were too blind to see it.

"What do i do?" I asked.

"Tell him the truth, he will understand" Niall said.

* * * * 

I took Niall's advice and asked Harry if we could meet up. He is taking me for dinner. I'm nervous, i don't want to hurt him or break his heart. I know he is madly in love with me and it kills me inside to see him upset, but i have to do this.

Me and Harry got to the restaurant. 

"So whats all this about?" Harry asked me as he put his hand on top of mine.

Oh gosh....here we go. I took a deep breath in and out. 

"Harry, i'm sorry.....i don't think we can be together" I admitted.

"What?" Harry asked, shocked. His face just fell. "Your wrong..." He added.

"Harry, please, listen to me. We can't be together and there are reasons behind my choice" I said as Harry took his hand off mine.

"What reasons and why is it just your choice? what if i have reasons to stay with you?" Harry asked, upset. I could see his eyes watering up. Fuck.

"One, because i hate the attention from the fans and the media, I shouldn't have to worry about going out in a public place with you, why should i always hide my face, its not fair" I started.

"But i can't help that, i can't help the fact i have loyal fans and the media is crazy about me" Harry said, getting more and more upset.

"Harry listen, please. Me and you just wouldn't work, i am a normal 20 year old, you are a famous 22 year old and plus there are better girls out there for you, who will be able to deal with the fame a lot better than i can" I explained.

"Leah, i don't care about other girls, i only care about you, i am a normal person too i just have an abnormal job, all i want in life is to be happy and to be with you" Harry laid his heart out.

"Harry im sorry, this is my choice" I explained.

"Your choice? why do you get a choice and i don't?" Harry asked, tears were rolling down his face.

"Because i know what your choice would be and it would be the wrong choice" I said. As soon as i saw Harry crying, i started to cry. 

"I'm sorry" I said as i tried to hold his hand but he just moved it away.

"What can i do to change your mind?" Harry begged me.

"Nothing" I said as i stood up and picked up my bag.

"Goodbye Harry" I said as i walked out of the restaurant. 

I walked round the corner and bursted into tears.

That was the hardest thing i have never had to do.

I peaked round the corner and saw Harry walk to his car. He punched his car door and fell to the floor, in a little ball, crying. I put my hand on my mouth while i cried, uncontrollably. 

I watched Harry get back up and he wiped his eyes and got in his car. He soon drove off at quite a fast speed.

"I'm sorry" i said to myself as i watched Harry drive away.