The Unexpected Love

I Hope Niall Can Understand

***Leah***

Its been a few days and its the start of a new month. Today is the day i have to have another examination. I got up and went into the bathroom. 

I put my hair into a bun and then went for a wee and pulled my bathroom bag closer to me. 

I searched through the bag, looking for my toothbrush but came across my pads and tampons. 

Wait a minute. 

I rushed off the toilet and ran to the calendar in mine and Niall's room. 

"What are you doing babe?" Niall asked, still half asleep.

"What day is it today?" I asked as i looked through the calendar. 

Niall checked his phone.

"1st June" Niall confirmed. 

"It can't be" I said to myself.

"What are you on about babe?" Niall asked as he sat up. 

"I haven't had a period for last month?" I said, scared. 

"Your system probably got messed up somewhere" Niall said as he fell and laid back in bed.

"I hope so" I said quietly to myself. 

* * * * 

Me and Niall got to the hospital and he waited in the waiting room for me. 

"Ill be just here babe" He said as i went into the nurses room. 

I got in the room and laid on the bed. 

"Hi Leah, my name is Georgia and im going to be your nurse. I understand that you are here for an internal examination, am i correct?" The nurse asked.

"Yes" I nodded.

"Great, now, did you have a period last month?" She asked.

"No, i didn't" I replied, i was so nervous, i was shaking. 

"Okay well i will do the examination now" Georgia said as she put on her rubber gloves and started to get everything ready. 

10 minutes pasted and the examination was finally over. But what was the outcome? 

"Right Leah, i have looked at the results of your examination and i can now confirm that you are   approximately a week pregnant" Georgia confirmed. 

 I was in shock, my mouth fell to the ground. I can't be. I started to cry.

"Aww Leah, don't cry, this is a good thing" Georgia said, obviously not knowing what had happened.

"No its not, what am i going to do? Will you be able to tell who the father is?" I asked, in hope it was Niall's, if it had to be someones, i would prefer it to be Nialls.

"I'm afraid not" Georgia said.

It didn't matter anyway, i already knew who the dad was. It was Aaron's, me and Niall haven't had sex since America. 

How am i meant to tell Niall. I'm heartbroken. 

* * * * 

Me and Niall had just got home and i haven't even looked at him, let alone spoke to him. 

"Lea? whats going on? why wont you look at me or talk to me?" Niall asked as he followed me upstairs and into our room.

"I can't" I replied.

"Why not?" Niall asked, confused.

"You don't understand" I answered Niall.

"That's because you haven't told me anything" Niall said, i could tell he was getting frustrated. 

"I'm pregnant....it's Aaron's" I said, i couldn't look at Niall. I felt physically sick that i was carrying Aaron's baby. 

"Your what? pregnant? with Aaron's baby" Niall said, shocked. I could tell he was upset. 

"I would understand if you want to leave me now, i can't even look at you, i have hurt you so much" I said as i had my back turned to Niall.

"Don't be stupid Lea, im here for you. A baby is a blessing even if its not mine, i still love and care about you" Niall said as he turned me around so i faced him. 

We looked into each others eyes and hugged. I cried and i could feel Niall holding onto me, tightly. 

"I love you Lea, nothing can change that and we will deal with this together" Niall reassured me. 

I just couldn't believe it. 

"What am i going to do?" I asked Niall as we let go from a hug.

"You stay strong, you live on and you enjoy your life, with me and your baby" Niall said as he tucked my hair around my ears. 

"What about the fans?" I asked, worried. 

"Don't worry about them" Niall said. 

* * * * 

It was now 11pm and me and Niall were in bed together. 

I rushed out of bed and ran to the bathroom to throw up. Niall came rushing in behind me and he held my hair.

"Go away, you can't see me like this" I said, still throwing up.

"I'm not leaving you in this state" Niall said as he rubbed my back and held my hair out of the way.

After i was done, i got up, washed my face and brushed my teeth. 

Me and Niall went back to bed together and cuddled.

I placed my hand on my belly, trying to get my head around it all. Then Niall put his hand on top of my hand. 

I can't believe this has happened, I can't believe Aaron is the father to my baby. What do i do? how do i deal with this? do i keep it?

I don't believe in abortions so that is defiantly out of the question. I don't think i could give my baby up for adoption, for my baby to be brought up calling another woman mummy. I guess i will keep my baby. 

I hope Niall can understand.