The Unexpected Love

Harry Isn't Going To Like This

It's been a week. Harry knows something is wrong but he doesn't say anything. 

I have put on some weight and my bump is getting a little bigger. I can still hide it though, thankfully. I have another scan today and it looks like i'll be going on my own as Niall isn't answering my calls or texts.

 I am scared and nervous about what to do. I still haven't made up my mind. I kind of want this baby but then i kinda don't. I love Harry and i know he doesn't want a baby, well not yet anyway. It looks like i have to choose between this baby and Harry. I want a life with Harry, i never want him to leave me but this poor baby needs a mum and a dad. I'm not strong enough to raise this baby on my own. 

Me and Harry lay in bed, cuddling. We were talking about life. Harry starts to cuddle me tighter and he places his arms around my belly. I start to get nervous. I can feel the baby kicking and then Harry starts to freak out. 

"What the hell was that?" Harry asked as he removed his arm from my belly.

"Oh nothing, im hungry. My belly is rumbling" I lied. 

"But we just had a full English fry up? You can't still be hungry?" Harry asked, confused.

"I'm not....im so full but my belly rumbled" I replied. Nervously. 

"That doesn't even make sense" Harry replied, confused. 

"Never mind then, forget it. What are you doing today" I asked Harry, trying to change the subject. 

"I have a management meeting today, do you want to come?" Harry asked as he got out of bed. 

"Sorry, i have an appointment i can't miss" I replied. I wrapped myself back into the duvet while Harry got dressed.

"Okay babe, enjoy your day and i'll see you later" Harry said as he blew me a kiss before leaving. 

* * * * 

I arrived at the hospital and i had to wait in a waiting room for my name to be called. There were so many other pregnant women here, some who had already got children. I looked around, trying to suss out how far along others were. My name was finally called and i walked into the midwifes room. 

"Take a seat Leah" The midwife said as i sat on the bed. "How have you been?" She asked as she got everything ready. 

"Okay, but i have been struggling with bad morning sickness" I admitted as i lifted my top up and over my bump. 

"Okay, that can happen in the earl stages of pregnancy. It will calm down and eventually go" She said as she put some jelly on my belly. 

She put the probe on the jelly and started to wiggle it around my bump. The monitor soon came on and i could see inside my belly. I was so nervous, my heart was racing. I just wanted to hear a heartbeat. 

"And there we go, a wiggly little baby" The midwife said as the baby was shown on the screen. A heartbeat soon followed. 

"All good and healthy, would you like to know the sex of the baby?" She asked. 

I looked up at the monitor for a few more seconds. 

"Yes" I simply replied. I couldn't take my eyes off the screen. I hoped that it was a girl, that way Harry would be happy. 

"Congratulations Leah, you are expecting a healthy baby boy" The midwife congratulated me. 

My face dropped. A tear rolled down. I moved my head away from the screen. Forcing myself not to look again.

"A boy? are you sure" I asked, shocked and upset. 

"Yes, he is defiantly a boy" The midwife replied. She cleaned me up and i was ready to go. She printed off some pictures and i threw them in my bag without looking at them. 

Harry isn't going to like this. 

***Sorry this chapter is so short!***