The Unexpected Love

I Can't Hide It Forever

I woke up feeling nauseous. I was still laying on Harry's chest but i felt like i was going to throw up any minute. I rushed out of bed and ran to the bathroom. I just about made it to the toilet before throwing up. I couldn't stop myself. I had thrown up three times before Harry came into the bathroom. 

"Babe? Whats wrong?" He asked as he rushed towards me and held my hair out of my face.

"Nothing, food poising" I couldn't really talk, i was too busy being sick. 

Harry stayed. He rubbed my back and held my hair until i had stopped being sick. 

"Thanks" I said as i had finished. I flushed the toilet and brushed my teeth.

"Are you coming to the studio with me today?" Harry asked as he started to get dressed.

"Oh that's today? sorry Harry im really not well, i think im going to stay in bed" I said as i climbed back into bed.  I got into the duvet and Harry tucked me in.

"Okay gorgeous, rest well" He said as he kissed my forehead. "See you later" He added as he closed the bedroom door behind him. 

I laid in bed just thinking about everything. I knew it wasn't food poising. It was morning sickness. This was real. I placed one hand over my belly and as soon as my hand rested on the bump, the baby started to kick. I smiled to myself as the baby kicked. It made my heart feel all warm.   

I started to get nervous about Niall. How would he act around Harry? Niall isn't a very good liar so i hope he doesn't tell Harry about the baby before me. 

* * * * 

All day i clutch onto my phone, waiting for that text from Harry to say he knows about the baby. It scares me and i don't think ill be able to look him in the eye, well, until i tell him.

*Beep,Beep,Beep* my phone vibrates. 

"Shit" I mumble to myself as i hold my phone in my hands. I start to get panicky. I take a few deep breaths and pull myself together. 

I lift up my phone slowly. I see my home screen. It's a message from Harry. 

Harry 

"Hey babe, hope the sickness has gone, do you want me to bring you some pizza for tea? Love you. H xx"

 A sigh of relief came out. Thank god, he doesn't know! Pizza though.....He really does know the way to my heart. Who doesn't want to eat pizza when their sick? i always eat shitty food when im unwell. 

"Hey babe, feeling okay-ish. Pizza sounds amazing, see you soon. Love you. L xx"

I put my phone back down and i cuddled into my pillow. What am i going to do? 

* * * * 

Harry came home with two large pizzas, chips, garlic bread, chicken nuggets and two tubs of Ben & Jerry's ice-cream. This guy is amazing.

"Wow, Harry that is sooo much food" I said shocked as Harry came in carrying it all. He put it all on the bed and put on a DVD.

 "Disney or Pixar?" Harry asked. 

"Really Harry? you should know this...." I said shocked. 

"Disney it is then" Harry said as he put a Disney movie on.

He climbed into bed with me. We sat watching Disney movies while eating all our food. It was amazing. 

A few hours had past and all the food was gone and the movies had finished.

"Whats wrong babe? you look sad" Harry said as he held my hand.

"It's nothing" I brushed it off.

"No you tell me....right now" He said as he forced me to look at him in the eyes.

"Its nothing Harry, i promise" I brushed it off, making my head turn the other way. Loosing eye contact. " I'm going for a shower" I added as i went into the bathroom.

I got into the shower and i washed my body and hair. The warm droplets formed steam as I stood there without moving at all, the voices banging in my head. They said the same thing, over and over again, how much clearer could it be?  The water starts to pour down, it drips by my side, as my mind fades into dullness and everything is a foggy illusion. The sensation of the steamy water calms me; it takes my mind of things. My mind swirls, and it's like I'm standing under an everlasting waterfall. Ever so beautiful, but it can never last, I know that. 

I got out the shower and wrapped a towel around my body. I brushed through my wet hair and removed all the make-up off my face.  I looked at myself in the mirror, i looked at my body but more precisely, my belly. I saw a little bump formed. Everything was becoming real and i know i can't hide it forever.