TAKE ME HOME: a Harry Styles Fanfic (Completed)

TAKE ME HOME: Chapter 12

Chapter 12: Disaster

People come out unexpectedly in our life but when they do the least thing you should do is to lie. As for me that was a stupid mistake to lie. I missed my chance, what should I do? It was horrible and the pain keeps on killing me inside. I don’t know what to do. Imagine being one step away from something you have been longing to have but ittakes one second to vanish it away. For those times you wished and with one silent moment it was gone. When would I have something I wanted the most?

Harry never showed himself to me right after what happened in the parking lot. I don’t know if I really hurt him or he was just making that incident a big deal. I mean I didn’t tell him that I like Nathan. I just kept silent. ‘Silence means yes’ a voice echoed in my head. I want to shut my conscience for a while to think clearly but seriously I am curious as to what happened to Harry. It had been two days since we saw each other. Could I admit to myself that I missed him?

-___- to l we saw each other.to Harry. It had been two days since he last a=ty towards Nathan. he

I justcouldn’t understand myself. For those days that Harry was not visible, I am dating Nathan but there was a part of me saying I am not happy about it. It made me feel guilty towards Nathan. He was nice and all he wanted to do was for me to be happy. I am not that naïve not to admit that I really don’t have the mutual feeling for him. I thought I like him but when I decided to give him a chance reality knocked straight to my face.He was just friend and not more than that. It was wrong to make him believe that I would love him but it was rude to tell him the truth.

It was already dark when I left the theatre hall. We just finished rehearsing the musical play that for the school’s foundation day tomorrow. I hang the guitar over the left side of my shoulder and walked home.  The street was empty with dimly lit lamp posts.  I continued walking ignoring the fear that slowly creeps on me. At the left corner of the curves, the flickering light frightened me. I ran the way back to the school without really looking on the road.

“Aww…”

“Ouch!”

My head crashed into something hard. When I looked up, I saw Harry staring at me with those sparkling green eyes. He leaned down to pick up my guitar which I dropped a while ago.

            “Are you that scared?” he asked looking back at me with a grin on his face,” I can give you a lift.”

            “Stop being pathetic, Styles.” I hissed at him before grabbing my guitar from his hand,” I can manage myself.”

I start walking again leaving my ‘ex-best friend’ behind me. It was pretty obvious that his presence annoyed me. After a few minutes, I heard trailing footsteps and when I turn around it was Harry two paces away and following me.

            “Could you stop following me?”

            “I’m not. It happened to be that we’re living in the same compound.”

            “Whatever.” I mumbled to myself trying to control my anger.

He ran and put his hands on my shoulders,“I can take you home safely.” He said. I cringed at his touch and look intently on him.

            “Leave me alone.” I snapped at him brushing his hands off me.

            “What’s wrong with you?” his forehead creasing into a frown, “I just want to take care of you.”

            “You’re asking what’s wrong?!” I repeat his question with intensity, “It’s you all along. The fact that you came back here in my life acting as if everything’s still the same is the off beam.”