TAKE ME HOME: a Harry Styles Fanfic (Completed)

TAKE ME HOME Chapter 1

Chapter 1: Styles’ Back

JNEL's POV

Everything looks different. I don’t know what it is. And I don’t understand why people are so insensitive. This is actually a new beginning but I could not assess to myself if I can face this year? I mean I’ve been through the darkest time of my life. Being locked up in the room after the school and just eat either a granola bar or cereals. I don’t have any social life for the time being. Hope I can change but change is the only permanent thing in this world. The only change in my life that drives me this crazy was when my best friend left behind my back. I bet the big city and the spot light buzz the best friend that I used to have. Yet, nobody can change not even stop the changing world around us. I think this is the reason why not even my parents can help me out and change things for the better for their only daughter, their daughter which looked like a living dead in front of them. I know it hurts for them to see their daughter goes to school and goes home then locked inside the bedroom listening to melodramatic music. And those nights I spent crying surely tears their heart over some cliché novels that I read to ease the pain of longing.

Sometimes I try to knock it out. To wake up one morning and have amnesia so I could return to the old Jnel that I used to be. The girl who just love to smile and laugh with even simple thing that I do with my friend…yeah my best friend. Shoot! That hit a nerve again. My best friend associates almost every single memory I had. For a decade, I tried everything to be normal but every try was a failure. So what I did was to shut the world around me and never allow myself get attach to anyone that I am sure would leave me soon enough I decided to trust them. The truth was I already consulted a psychologist about my case but as soon as we were about to start the medication I always chickened out.

One day, I saw him happy smiling in front of the crowd while performing in the Madison square and that made me realize how stupid I am to waste my life for someone who is having the time of his life. By the looks, he is not the Harry Edward Styles I used to know. He is not the boy who spent time with me under the moonlight right in the footbridge counting the stars and talking endlessly about the future. He had changed. I had changed. Everything has changed…

At 9:00 am…

Everybody in the classroom was quiet and sleepy as our professor continued murmuring concepts and theories in front of the class. It was literally boring without nothing much to do .For Pete's sake, can you just imagine sitting and listening to an old woman lecturing over and over again for three hours. Honestly, my bum's kind of hurting. But, honestly this is one of the tortures you need to surpass for that college diploma. Well, in two years’ time I will be graduating anyway. The idea of being able to finish the school year which I named the crucial level of most teenagers nowadays was pretty brilliant.

"Jnel..." my best friend Julia whispered behind me. She was sitting next to my desk and like me she took the same course with me, which we both love. I knew her in for a long time. We become best of friends when I came back to being normal.

"Yeah, why?!" I asked as I forced my eyelids not to close.

"Would you mind going with me to the mall?" she hushed down.

I have no choice and I don’t want her to skip having fun just because her Best Friend wanted nothing than to be reading tons of books, "Okay!"

"Thanks!" she smiled before going back to write on her lectures.

This is how I handle my college life. Well, should I say that's how my life goes...very uninteresting. I go to school. I sleep in my class. I go with my best friend anywhere she wants to. Then the best part of my routine is to go back Home. Rigth then I also eat meals. Studying then sleep…The same routine happens in my everyday life...

 When I arrived at home my Mom immediately opened the door for me... Her face was filled with joy?!

O.O 

She was screaming all the way to my room just like a kid. I could her footsteps rushing up and down the stairs. The last time I saw her in this condition was when I decided to talk again. And that incident was five years ago…

"JNEL!!" 

  I stopped at the edge of my bed when I noticed her laptop on it.

"MOM!, Is this for real?!"   It was my turn to squeal in rejoice. Great timing!

Mom would give her laptop to me, this is totally AMAZING!!!

"Yeah,it is for REAL!"

She looked at me with joy written all over her face.I hugged her and gave a kiss on the left cheek.  It surprised her since it was another development on my part. I was actually interacting with people right now.

    "Mom,thanks for the laptop"

    That sentence wiped away the joy in her face and was replaced with confusion.     

"I am NOT GIVING YOU MY LAPTOP,JNEL!"

  "Huh?!...But,I thought it was"

  "JNEL JUNIO, no...You’re not quite over the punishment we gave you..." 

    She firmly said. I crossed my arms over my chest and pouted. It was that punishment they gave me for the years I act stupid. Blame the curls he has. I know I should pay the price of acting so stupid.

    "Then,why is it on my bed?"

  "Jnel,that's the good news .He's back!"

    He's back?!...Who's back?!...Who is HE?!

O.O                   tO BE CONTINUED...          

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-a/n: What can you say? I actually did to squeeze spare time to edit this story. Yey! Can you guys comment in each update? I would love to hear any of your reactions. And can you click that vote button over there. Thanks! 1D is Love!