Lost In Love

Chapter 17.

Hannah POV.

Habang nagdidiscuss ang professor namen sa harapan ako naman eto nakatulala sa kawalan, it's been 3weeks since that one night stand me and Vincent had. And i admit ginagawa ko ang lahat para makalimutan ang gabi na yun, but i guess my whole existence keeps on haunting me..minsan magigising na lang ako in the middle of the night kase napapanaginipan ko yung nangyari nung gabing yun. Wala ako pinagsabihan nun not even Francheska, ewan ko naguguluhan ako na nahihiya ang laki ng impact saken ng pangyayari na yun that i cant even concentrate on my studies, minsan naman pag uwi ko sa bahay diretso ako agad sa kwarto ko. And i know there is no one to blame aside from myself, ginusto ko din naman yung nangyari and wala na akong magagawa dun hindi ko na maibabalik pa yun. Hinding hindi na 😭and worst the guu who is responsible for taking out my virginitu is the same guy who took of my heart and smashed it into pieces. Nakakainis..ang tanga tanga ko talaga! 😭 nailagay ko yata sa paa ko yung utak ko that time💔

"Miss Lopez?are you with us?!" Our professor interrupted me. Napalingon ako rito. And yumuko ako.

"Im sorry Sir, i-i just having some issues.." i answered. He shook his head and garnered all his teaching materials and nagpaalam na sa amin.

"Till our next meeting class, go and study you will be having your midterms next week." He said and walk away. I took a deep sigh. Maya maya ay tumabi sa akin si Francheska.

"Hey what's wrong? Youve been like that for these past few days may problema ka ba?" She asked me..i took a deep sigh again and niyaya ko siya sa school canteen.

"What??!!!you just had one night stand with who???!!" gulat na reaksyon ni Francheska ng nagmimiryenda kame sa canteen. Pinagtapat ko kasi sa kanya ang nangyari, feeling ko kase sasabog na yung utak ko sa  kakaisip eh. Pero hindi ko pa sinabi sa kanya kung sino ang naka one nighy stand ako. For sure she will freak out.
I took a deep sigh and tinimbang ko ang emosyon niya.

"With Vincent.." i said. Her eyes grew wide..

"Omg! With Vincent MarcosAraneta???!!!" She freak out.

"Yes.." i said and yumuko.

"My Goodness Hannah! What are you thinking!!?" she asked me and grab my hands.

I shook my head and holding back my tears..

"I dont know, it happened too fast Francheska and i know i was the one to blame.." i said and my tears started to fall.
I saw her took a deep sigh and look at me intently.

"Dont get me wrong Hannah okay? But have you planned to do that?"

"No! Of course not!" I said. She nodded.

"Okay okay, i know..but Hannah do you remember that night if..if he..ahmm how will say this..ahmmm do you remember if he..put..ahmmm if he used protection!?" She said in low voice. My eyes grew wide in shock.. omg! Please dont.!
I shook my head mas lalo pa tuloy nadagdagan ang bigat sa dibdib ko sa possiblities na mabuntis ako😭😭😭ano ba naman yan Hannah!

"OMG! Hannah youre dead! My gooodness Hannah, let us pray that it wont happened either.." my bestfriend said and calm me down.