Lost In Love

Chapter 57.

Hannah POV.

I slowly open my eyes. Even if i feel sore and nakatihaya lang ako. Agad kong kinapa àng tiyan ko. Kinabahan ako remembering what happened yesterday bago ako mawalan ng malay. Vincent come near me. I look at him and mouthed.

"My baby?" Hindi pa kase ako pwede magsalita dahil ceasarian section ko nailabas ang baby ko. He kiss my forehead and hinimas himas ang buhok ko.

"She is under observation Hannah.. she is at the incubator.." he said. Wala naman ako masavi dahil bawal pa akong magsalita my tears flows down my cheeks..and i saw how Vinny holding back his tears also. He grab my hands and pinagsalikop niya ang mga palad namen and kissed my hand. I keep on crying and dami ko gusto itanong sana kaso hindi pa naman ako pwede magsalita. I scan the room theres Auntie Sheen and Grandma Meryl..

"Why didnt you even told me that you have a heart condition Hannah? If only i knew..if only i knew Hannah..im so sorry.." Vinny said and kiss my forehead again.
Basta iyak lang ako ng iyak..totoo naman kase na mahina ang puso ko pero nilihim ko yun. Ayoko kase na dumating yung pagkakataon na papipiliin ko si Vincent between me and my baby. Ayoko nun and im willing to take all the risk para lang mailabas ng maayos ang baby namin.. and indeed God is good all the time. Hindi niya hinayaan na may mangyari masama sa amin ng baby ko kahit na premature siya na lumabas sa akin. Vinny wipe off my tears. And seeing this man crying infront of me.. makes me feel so happy knowing he is afraid that he almost lose me..

"You should have told me about it Hannah..i thought you love me..why cant you even trust me with those things?God i dont know what i mighg do when bad happened to you and Veniece..i might kill myself also..theres no reason for me to live alone without you and Veniece.." he said. And with that made me cry harder. Ibig sabihin ba niya hindi na ako #Friendzoned?😭😭 pasalamat ka hindi ako makapagsalita ngayon Vincent kung hindi isusumbat ko sayo lahat ng kamanhidan mo! 😭 kundi pa ako muntik mamatay sa paglabas ni Veniece hindi ka pa aamin sa akin!!! 😭 kainis ka! Buwis buhay pa pala ang mahalin ka walangya ka! 😭😭

"Im sorry for being a coward Hannah..im sorry for always giving you false hopes.. im sorry im sorry..but this time i promise..i will gonna show you how much you and veniece means a world to me..im sorry if it took me a long while to realized how much you sacrifice and love me..sorry if i always took your cares for granted..im sorry if im not able to express my appreciation on those little things you did..im sorry Hannah..i love you..i really do.." he said. And i admit..akala ko hindi ko na maririnig yang mga salitang yan mula sakanya! Buwis buhay talaga! 😭😭 wala akong ibang masabi kaya i reach for his face and touch it..yun lang ang nagawa ko and i smiled..he kissed me and hug me..and i admit gugustuhin ko ng magbuwis buhay kung ganitong aamin siya haha😂