Lost In Love

Chapter 21.

Hannah POV.

Saturday morning, pinilif kong bumangon kahit sobrang tamad na tamad ako, i look at my calendar..and i was right, delayed na nga ako ng isang buwan.. i covered my face using my palm..i silently prayed bago ni lock ko ang pinto ng kwarto ko and i get the pregnancy test kit on my cabinet, bumili ako kahapon sa drug store bago ako umuwi and Francheska told me that i should have atleast tried to  have three pt's but i chosed to get 5 kits para sigurado. Im trembling while putting the PT into the tiles..sobrang kinakabahan ako. I read the instructions on the leaflet and isinagawa ko na, tig tatlong patak bawat kit.. and i admit ito na yata ang pinakamatagal na limang minuto ng buhay ko! I even close my eyes and silently prayed for me not to see two red lines..i counted 1-100 and 100-1, i slowly opened my eyes and muntik na akong maiyak sa nakita ko.. feeling ko nanghina akong bigla so napaupo ako sa bowl..i silently cried and pinagmasdan ang limang pregnancy kits with their two red lines each..😭😭😭 mix emotions covered my self..natutuwa dahil alam ko sa sarili ko na babae ako and i can conceived. Pero naiiyak ako dahil hindi ko kaya harapin to mag isa! 😭😭 waahhh! Hannah! Bunga ng katangahan mo kay Vincent! Pano na ngayon to? I touch my flat tummy. I wipe off my tears and parang timang na kinausap ang baby ko..

"Anak welcome to me..masaya ang mommy kase nandito ka, pero anak naman nagmadali ka naman masyado na mabuo namen ng daddy mo..matagal ko na siyang pinapangarap anak pero hindi sa ganitong paraan ka dapat nabuo pero nandito ka na so wala na magagawa ang mommy, tulungan mo na lang ako para magkaroon ako ng lakas ng loob para sabihin sa daddy mo ang tungkol sayo ha? Wag matigas ang ulo anak wag papahirapan ang mommy kundi hindi kita papalabasin dyan.okay? I love you anak.." i said and umiyak na naman ako. Eh sa yun lang ang alam kong gawin ngayon eh. 😭😭😭 i garnered all the pt and put it on my bag. Lumabas na ako ng cr and i dial Francheska's number.

"Hello?Hannah? So how are you? Did you just do what i said?" She ask me.

"Yeah.." i answered.

"So what's the result??are you preggy or not?"

I took a deep sigh.

"Two red lines Francheska.." i answered.

"Omg! Youre pregnant Hannah! Gosshhh i dont know if i have to congratulate you or i should say sorry for you.." she said on the other line.

"Yeah i know.." i said.

"So whats your plan?are you going to tell Vincent about it?"

"Yeah hopefully i would have my guts to tell him about my condition but i dont know how Francheska..im afraid he would just turn my baby down.." i said and naiiyak na naman tuloy ako! 😭

"No! Of course he cant do that! Besides youre a virgin so why the hell he would think about you having sex with some other guys.. dont me..i will punch his face!" My bestfriend said. Natawa tuloy ako umandar na naman kase ang pagka palaban ng isang to na parang ang laki laki niyang tao and ang liit ni Vincent sa height niyang 5"8 , nagusap pa kame about my plans ng makaramdam ako ng antok sintomas ng paglilihi i guess.. nagpaalam na ako sa kanya and spend my whole day sleeping