Lost In Love

Chapter 36.

Vincent POV.

Nakakainis naman kase tong babaeng to. Kung ano ano kaseng pagkain ang naiisipan kainin. Ayan tuloy sumama yata ang tiyan niya. I keep on rubbing her back when she keeps on throwing up at the sink.

"I told you not to eat unnecessary foods Hannah! Look at you!" I scolded her. Sasagot sana siya ng dumuwal siya ulit. I shook my head.
Is it a part of first trimester? Maybe i should bring her at the hospital again.

"Hannah you okay? You want me to send you to the hospital? Tell me?" I asked him.

"No..no..im okay.." she said. She stop throwing up and hinang hina na tumayo but she cant. Napasandal siya sa dibdib ko.

"Let me carry you.." i said and binuhat ko siya para dalhin sa kwarto niya. Inihiga ko siya sa kama pero umahon siya and naupo. She lean her head on the headrest of the bed. I sit beside her. I look into her.

"Are you okay? Wait i get you water.." i said and lumabas na muna sa kwarto para kuhanan siya ng tubig. Mabuti na lang at naisipan ko na dito muna siya patirahin on her condition right now i doubt if maalagaan niya ang sarili niyang mag isa. I shook my head. Nilinisan ko muna ang sink bago ako naghugas ng kamay and i get her water. Mabuti na lang at naisipan kong umuwi na lang muna kesa makibarkada and sumama mag bar hopping wala kase ang isang professor namen so the boys decided to go out again. Pero mas ginusto kong umuwi na lang knowing Hannah is alone here. And look what happened? What if wala ako dito nung magthrowup and mahilo siya? Hayyysss..i shook my head again. Ganun pala kahirap ang maglihi? I pity her for what she feels. I know its my fault. Its our fault ..pero i never consider my baby as my fault. Hindi kasalanan ang maging Ama at Ina ng hindi sinasadya. Ang kasalanan ay ang itanggi at pabayaan silang mag isa harapin ang pagsubok kaakibat ng pagiging single parents and not in my conscience i will allow them to be alone. Ako ang ama ng bata so ako ang may responsibilidad sakanila ng mommy niya. Pinagsisisihan ko na din naman ang mga nasabi ko sakanya nung una kong nalaman ang kalagayan niya. And im willing to do everything for the sake of my baby. My own blood and flesh. Pumasok ako sa kwarto niya. And handed her the water. When i saw she seems having hard time to drink i get the water and inalalayan siyang makainom. Inalalayan ko din siyang makahiga and kinumutan siya. Naramdaman kong masyadong malamig ang hangin ng aircon so hininaan ko ito.

"Ist fine now?" I ask her pertaining to the aircon breeze. She nodded and gave me her sweetest smile. Lumapit ako sakanya.

"Next time you should be more careful on what you eat. It's not because you like it you have to go and eat it..okay?" I said unto her.

"Yes boss.." she said while smiling.
I nodded. That when she touch my hand. Nagulat ako so i look at her.

"Thank you Vincent..thank you for accepting my baby.." she said. I took a deep sigh.

"Hannah..it's Mine also..and the baby needs me you are my responsibility now so please dont be hard headed okay?." i said and she nodded.