When I look in the mirror sometimes... I look so sad, so hurt and so angry at times... Because I feel that I am. I wished to have the comfort of my biological family, that they gave me love, happiness, trust, any praise,comfort, a real smile, to never forget about me, but instead they call me names, tease me, give me no love, no trust, no real praise, no comfort, a frown and tears, insanity, and they forget, about me, they forget who I am, how I am, they forget my feelings. I have this void that is hurt and empty, sad, full of anger at the moment. I look in the mirror at times...and I see myself trying to find a real smile, and at times I do, but not today because I look at myself and think of my negative feelings, it's getting hard to think positive with such a horrible family I was born into... I look and I finally see myself smile, the brightest smile some might see or say (if they paid attention to me) because it looks like my eyes are shining with a twinkle, but I see and feel what is truly there, a sad stretch of my lips with moisture in my eyes, trying to keep the tears, the breakdown, at bay, but no one shall see accept the soul family I chose, because I smile so brightly with shining and twinkling eyes.
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My Poems
PoetryThese are some of my poems that I have written and finally decided to put up and ones that I have recently written and put up. They are personal, so think what you like, but don't judge me, you don't know my story. My emotions and me are in these po...
