Bipolar 1

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You wake up
Frustrated.
You go through the day
So angry, so arrogant, so invincible.
You wonder how you can be so.
You just wanna be okay.
You just tell yourself you're a monster.
You revel in the pain,
It feels good.
So destructive,
You don't give a fuck.
No one understands,
Because sometimes you like being
A monster
A freak.
It makes you powerful.
But sometimes you don't want the power.
Sometimes you just wanna be together,
Sometimes you just wanna feel love,
Sometimes you just wanna be happy.
And your happiness is amid the midst of mania,
So how then can you be happy
With someone else,
When they can't understand
You're falling apart,
On the inside out.

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