Goodbye.

They're here!

It's was 6 at night and my mum left to go home 30 minutes ago. She came to visit quickly to explain what a she had been told by the medical team. 

The whole time I had been feeling anxious as the pregnancy test was laying there in the draw. For lunch we went downstairs to the cafe and we bumped into Josh. My mum smiled at him as me and him stared at each other. Of course I missed him but after what happened I couldn't go back to him. On the other hand I kept seeing the Doctor around, Doctor.J. When me and my mum were siting having a cup of coffee he walked past and stroked his hand across my arm making me smile. Luckily my mum didn't notice as she was trying to find a picture on her phone to show me.

"Hello Rachel I'm here to quickly get a sample of you blood if that's fine?"

One of the nurses that had helped to look after me walked in with something behind her back.

"Yeah sure that's fine."

"Thank you, also I found these with your name on it at the desk."

She placed down the needle on the table as well as a bouquet of tulips. The colours were so beautiful. She left them there as she walked over and grabbed my arm inserting the needle. I could feel it pierce my skin but I kept staring at the flowers as they were so pretty.

"Thank you, before you go do you know who sent the flowers?"

"I'm sorry I don't. If I find out I will be sure to let to you know."

She quickly applied a plaster on my arm smiled and walked out of the room. Siting up I walked over to the flowers and filled up a vase with water placing them in. As I put them next to my bed a note fell out. Unwrapping it it said,

' I'm sorry for what we did to you that night.'  

I began to move back. I banged against the wall sliding down. I started to panic getting heavier and heavier with my breathing. Inside my head I was screaming no over and over again until I started saying it out loud. No. No... No! I was banging against the wall. The person who did this to me knows where I am. I couldn't breathe. They're here. No! I layed down on the floor crying trying to breathe. As I was huffing and puffing my vision faded. I let out one last No! Until Josh came running in. 

"Rachel?!"

I kept screaming no! The person or people that done this to me knows where I am!

"Someone help!"

He kept rocking me but all I could do was stare at the flowers. More flashbacks came back. I could feel what they were doing even though it's not happening I could still feel it. 

"Rachel. For fuck sake; someone help!"

He kept calling my name holding me.

"They're here. Josh they're here."

"Who? Who's here."

I looked at him with panic and fear in my face.

"The people that raped me..."

At that moment Doctor.J ran in the room. Josh's face froze. 

"What happened?!"

Josh unfroze and stared at the doctor. He couldn't speak.

"They know I'm here."

I hugged Josh as hard as I could as I feared for my life. I was shaking terribly. Josh ended up wrapping his arms around me pulling me to his chest. Rocking me crying. 

The doctor looked over to the flowers, and picked them up. He stared at them then back at me and Josh. 

"They're gonna hurt me. Please don't let them hurt me."

He dropped the flowers with tears in his eyes and walked over saying,

"Nobody is going to hurt you."

He crouched down. 

"Josh don't let them hurt me. Please don't let them hurt me Josh please."

Josh cradled me as I was crying. He whispered me to sh, trying to calm me down. After I begged and pleaded him to keep me safe, Josh lifted his head to look directly at the Doctor.

"I won't let them..."