Goodbye.

You're living with us!

It's the next morning and Josh is on his phone on the new bed they brought in last night. The sleeping pills really helped otherwise I would not have slept. 

"Good morning Rachel."

I turned my head to see Josh smiling at me. He locked his phone and swerved around on his bed to look at me. I slowly removed the cover and done the same. 

"Good morning."

I smiled at him as he looked slightly concerned. 

"What's wrong?"

"Oh this morning when the Nurse came in she mentioned last night you were acting paranoid... Is something wrong? You can tell me."

I still couldn't tell him. Plus i'm sure it will slowly fade eventually. I won't be like this for the rest of my life. Will I?

"Oh what yeah, that's nothing I was tired but I couldn't get to sleep."

I slowly laughed it off to reassure him everything was fine. He rose up from his bed then started to walk towards me; until all of a sudden my energy dropped. This whirlwind of sickness over took me. I quickly got up and rushed to the bathroom. I dropped down to my knees and covered the toilet with my head as vomit exploded out of me. 

"Woah Rachel you okay?!"

Josh quickly followed behind dropping to his knees too. Leaning down to reach my hair and remove it out of the way. 

"Yeah just morning sickness."

I sat there for a while until it was finally over. I grabbed a bit of tissue and wiped around my mouth. I had to quickly get cleaned up or the smell alone was gonna make me start up again. 

"You okay now?"

Josh placed his hand under my arm to help me up as I flushed the toilet as I stood.

"Yeah i'll be fine. That's what happens when you're pregnant."

I forgot I was pregnant... After everything that's been happening I totally forgot. 

As we were standing in the bathroom just cleaning up my phone started to ring from the room. Josh walked over to get it for me as I brushed my teeth. He picked up my phone and looked at who was calling. I mumbled asking who it was as I had a mouthful of toothpaste as he replied saying it was my mum. He went to answer it as I silently screamed to signal him to let me take it.

"Put you're brushing your teeth..."

I gave him a sly look as I smiled to signal him to walk away for abit.

"Hiya Rachel honey!"

I mumbled across the phone trying to speak as I was brushing my teeth. She caught on with what I was doing so gave me time to rinse out my mouth.

Me and her were talking for a while until I began to jump and squeal with joy. Josh was laughing from the other room as he thought I looked like a child on Christmas day. 

"Okay thank you, thank you, thank you! Right i'll quickly tell him. God I love you so much! Bye, bye, bye."

Me and my mum were making kissing noises down the phone as Josh began to walk over.

"Tell him what?"

He put his hands around my hips and was smiling; giving me a kiss. I rubbed my hands down my sides locking them with his. I began to swing out arms as I smiled and bounced like an idiot. He continued to laugh asking what I was so happy about. 

"Soooooo you know you needed somewhere to stay...."

I began to twirl out of the room into the bedroom and stood in front of my bed. He looked at me smiling.

"What have you done?"

He walked over and grabbed my hands. I stood on my tip toes and kissed him on the cheek.

"Rachel?"

I giggled as I moved of the way leaning onto the wall. 

"Well... I talked to my mum..."

"Wait.."

I told him to shh and let me finish as I was so excited.

"So I talked to my mum, and she got custody of you! You're living with us! Were not adopting you but basically you live with us now!"

He laughed with such excitement running over lifting me up and swinging me around. 

"You have no idea how much I love you right now!"

I laughed as he placed my feet back on the ground. I laughed as he pressed his lips onto mine.

"My mum said you can stay in my room until we sort something out. She might be coming to visit today to talk to you about it."

I don't care what we have to do i'm going to live with the love of my life! Hopefully you'll be able to get out soon and we can get back to our normal lives! Normal? I'm pregnant and the guy that done this is still out there. I stopped bouncing and acted dull.

"Hey? Did I say something wrong?"

I looked up at him who was smiling at me.

"No sorry."

He looked really concerned until I put on a smile and kissed him. We hugged as I rested my head on his shoulder. I looked to the corner of the room as I felt his hug get tighter. I quietly said to myself,

"I'm going to be a mother..."