200 days with you [ jesse eisenberg x reader]

day 64 \\ hate

You were coming back late and leaving your office, you called Jesse, but he didn't answered. Usually he always answer your phonecalls. Trying to avoid stupid thoughts you went to the supermarket to buy something. You were worried and when you came home you understood that you were right.
First of all, you went to the kitchen. It is a place where you always find Jesse with his notepad and cup of tea, sitting and writing. Usually you come back from work and sit down with him to drink a cup of tea. That time kitchen was empty but you saw his phone on the table. He was home. He prepared dinner . You wasn't hungry but smiled watching at full pan with something delicious. You took off your coat and went to the bedroom.
He was laying in the bed on his left side, holding small pillow between his arms really close to his chest. You smiled and sat near to him. Unfortunatelly, he woke up, but you suspected that he wasn't sleeping at all. Jesse opened his eyes and smiled.

"Hii" he whispered.

"Hi, sorry for waking you up"

" I wasn't sleeping" he sat in front of you and leaned to kiss your cheek " how was your day?"

" Overwhelming. Yours?" You put your hands on his shoulders and smiled.

" Unbelievebly boring" he smiled but his eyes were sad and tired.

" Everything is okay?" you asked

" Yeees. I'm just sleepy. I'll take a shower and make us tea"

" Okay"

He kissed you and left the room. He wan't okay. You always knew when something was going on with him. You probably knew what it could be but you needed to check it. You opened your laptop and looked through browser history. Everyone one way or another google himself . Jesse always said that he wasn't interested in interviews, reviews, commentaries and opinions of other people about him... But he was.As any another creative person.
In the history you saw a lot of sites with reviews and of course Tumblr. You clicked on his tumblr tag and saw a lot of things. Of course, news about Jesse playing new Lex Luthor were a real surprise for fans. Some of them  were nice who decided to give Jesse a chance and some of them were just being a dickheads. You sighed. Scrolling his tag you also saw some cute edits from his fans and for a minute you felt yourself a fangirl. It was something new. Thirty minutess passed as ten. You heard him open the door and lightly closed your laptop. You stood up and saw him. He was in his grey pj, his long hair was still wet. Jesse looked even more sad when he saw you closing your laptop .
You didn't said anything and just turned to him and wrapped your arms tightly around his chest. He was warm.

" They don't know anything" you said " They don't know anything, Jesse. They don't know how amazing, tallented, intellegent, thoughtful and kind you are"
You kissed his collarbone and he wrapped his arms around you, pressing you up to his warm body.

" And if they do know, then they are jealous" you finished and looked up into his beautiful blue eyes. Smile showed on his face as you looked at him

" How do you do that?" Jesse asked you and you felt his lips on your forehead.

" Do what?" you asked confused.

" Make me feel happy so fast" he snugged his face into my hair.

" It's not me. It's actually you" you giggled.

" You cause my happiness" he said and followed your cheekbone with his thumb.

" Do I?" you asked watching him in the eyes.

" Yes, you do" he smiled and burried his hand in your hair, pressing your lips against his.