200 days with you [ jesse eisenberg x reader]

day 80 \\ lush

You've been feeling very upset recently and Jesse noticed that. He asked you several times, but you always answered that everything was fine and you were just tired. Jesse gave you a forehead kiss and you closing your eyes forgot about all your problems.

But last time he asked you answered roughly. Then Jesse went off for a while and you were extremely worried about him. You knew that you shoudn't have tell him what you've told. You tried to call him, but Jesse left his phone at home. He hated carrying phone with him. You went out to search him in his favorite places,but you didn't find him. You came back home at midnight.

You opened the door and daw Jesse pulling on his coat. When he saw you he turned to you and held you closer.

" Where have you been, love? You scared me to death!" Jesse said, pressing you closer.

" I went out searching you. Where have you been?" You asked trembling. You wrapped hands around Jesse and burried your face in his coat.

" I went out to buy something. Oh, dear, you are so cold. Wait, you went out without beanie? It's so cold outside" Jesse kissed your hair and gently ran through your hair with his fingers. You were really cold, you barely felt your fingers.

" Beanie was the last thing I was thinking about" you whispered and looked at Jesse. You wanted to apologize for your previous behaviour and for words you said" Jesse...'

" Okay" he interrupted you and started unbuttoning your coat." We are going to warm you up with tea and something tasty. Deal?"

"Deal" you whispered and nodded.

Jesse help you with coat and holding your hand brought you to the kitchen. He made you toasts with Nutella and big cup of tea. You wrapped his favorite blanket around you, which made him smile. Jesse placed the truck in front of you and smiled.

" Feel better?" He asked smiling. Jesse took a srand of your hair away from your face.

" I do always feel better with you" you said and he smiled wider. You noticed that he made only one cup of tea.

" That's good. I'll be back in the minute" Jesse kissed your forehead and you frowned "Don't disappear, please"

" Don't disappear too" you said.

Jesse disappeared in the corridor. You were left alone in the kitchen with cup of warm tea. You felt guilty. It was your first time having a fight. Technically, it wasn't a fight, it was you being hysteric and tired. You sighed.

20 minutes later

"What is it?"you asked when warm air blew on you. Jesse was keeping your eyes closed with his hand placed over them. He stopped and you felt like he took his hands away.

"Okay, you can open your eyes" he said and you slowly opened your eyes.

You were standing in the bathroom, in front of bath tube full of bubbles. You gasped and placed your hand over your mouth. Jesse smiled widely. You love taking bubble baths. It was your way of fighting anxieties. Also, it reminded you about your childhood. You looked at Jesse. He was wearing his victorious smile.

" Wh- How did you know?" you asked, wondering. Jesse leaned closer to you.

" You told me once that bubble baths remind you about careless childhood. So, I went to Lush to buy some goods for you..." Jesse said.

" Ohh. It's so sweet" You hugged him tight. Jesse wrapped his hands around you. You felt even more guilty about your little fight with him earlier " Jesse..."

" What? You don't like it?" He wondered.

" I do. I do like it very much,but...what I said today..."

" Don't worry about it,please. I understand everything,everything is fine. It's in the past." Jesse looked you in the eyes,smiling.

You were lying in the bathtube full of bubble, when Jesse knocked at the bathroom- door. You grabbed bubbles and pressed them to your chest.

"Come in" you said, smiling.

Jesse entered the room, pressimg his free hand to his eyes. It made you smile. He brought your a towell, which you forgot on the chair. Jesse looked at you and put towel to your favorite batman pajama.

" Woah, I see you really like taking bubble baths" he smiled.

" I do" you laughed " Pretty much"

" I see" Jesse smiled. He felt awkward, you noticed that quickly " Well, I better go. I'll be waiting for you in bedroom"

Jesse quickly turned around and went to door. His hand already pressed the door-hanger, when you spoke. You finally wanted to apologize, because guilty feeling was itching you inside.

" Jesse?" You said very quiet.

" Mmm?" He asked, turning his head to you. He frowned, when you looked down, then, he asked softly " What is it, babe?

" Come here" you said and Jesse went to you. He sat on the floor near the bathtube and watched you.

" What happened?" he whispered.

" I...I don't think I deserve all good thing you do for me. I don't think I deserve you, Jesse" you said and felt like it was a load off your mind. Jesse swallowed heavily and blinked several times.

" Why do you think so?" He asked, looking at you " Why such stupid and impossible thought appear in your bright and smart head?"

" I feel bad after our...f-" you were quickly interrupted by Jesse. He placed his index finger over your lips and shook his head.

"No, don't say that word. It wasn't that. Shhh" he said.

" But-"

" Shhh" Jesse smiled " I understand why you said so and it's okay. Let's just forget about that, okay? Because I already did"

You smiled. He wasn't concerned on that and it made you admire him even more. He love you that much that he don't care about you being rude sometimes. And he understand why it is so; he is ready to help you get out of your state.

" I love you, Jesse" you said, smiling.

" Of course you do" Jesse smiled victoriously and run his hand through his hair "It's difficult not to"

You laughed and he leaned closer. Jesse poked your nose slightly and smiled. Sentimeters left between your faces and you saw him staring at your lips. You leaned closer to kiss him and he closed his eyes. You took foam in your hands and pressed your hands to his cheeks, smiling. Jesse raised eyebrows and then opened his eyes. Your hand were still out of water.

"Beeeard" you giggled.

" Do I look better with beard?" He asked looking at his reflection at tap.

"White one is weird. You look like Santa" you said " I prefer a week growth"

" Oh, I'll take that into consideration" you both laughed.

In one second you stopped looking at each other. You were staring at his lips, as he leaned closer. Jesse turned closer and kissed you passionately, as if he wanted to hurry up before you came up with new idea how to cover him with foam. Your hand placed on his neck and you leaned away from each other. Small pieces of foam now stayed on your face. Jesse smiled. He gently stroked them from your lips and cheeks with his thumb.

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Hello guys, I hope you liked today's 'day'.
I know, I'm late with updates, but WHOAH, NEW COVER, what do you think about it?

Also, how are you, I hope you are all doing great.

@ I dedicate this 'day' to @americansulra , because she is wonderful and she wrote a Jesse Eisenberg story called LUSH and I highly recommend you to read it. You'll love it. { I swear you will }

love,

Chris.