Inside I Feel Like Screaming

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This story is dedicated to eatdreamonedirection :) love her soo much! Yay Reads! I feel acomplished!:) This is the second chapter!! Okay soo I messed about a bit in the first chapter, I meant to say they were 2 1/2 year away from college soo I'm going to change that eventually maybe. I'll put the 2 1/2 year thing in here, you'll see:) Also I forgot to add cause I suck that Niall came in half way through the year so their 15. You know what im doing an authors note so check that out first!!:)) Welllll too thoose lovely people out there here is a veryyy long update! i hope you keep reading!:) Xx

Ch.2

*Harry's POV*

No, no. This was bad. How could I be in love with Niall? I just met him for fucks sake! Wow, that made no sense. Love at first sight was something I didn't believe in but maybe it is possible. Shit, now I have another secret to keep.

"Hazz! You coming?" Louis pulled my arm, I was daydreaming, or whatever I was doing, in the middle of the parking lot. I'm such a queer.

"Um yeah." I shuffled along, literally I was dragging my feet.

Louis eyed me about to say something when Liam grabbed his wrist. "Hey, that new kid Niall," Ugh I hate it when Liam had something to say but wouldn't spit it out. "I think..." DAMN YOU LIAM SPIT IT OUT!

"LIAMMM!!" Haha Louis said it for me with one word, perfect.

"Okay. Okay. I think Zayn fancies him." WHAT?! NO NO NO NO NO NO. HE WAS FUCKING MINE! OH HELL NO ZAYN AND HIS PRETTY LITTLE DARK "INNOCENT" EYES WERE NOT GOING TO TAKE MY NIALL- oh wait. Niall's not gay.

"Well good luck for him, Niall's not gay." I smirked but it hurt at the same time. I was saying it for them... and me.

"I thought... I should never pair people up." Liam looked a bit ashamed and blushed under our gaze.

"I know who would look cute together!" Liam brightened up but Louis glared daggers at me, he knew where I was going with this.

"Whoo?" Liam started to walk toward the school dragging us with him.

"You and Louis!" They both turned dark red and I ran away before I could get punched.

At least they deserve to be happy together, I want them to be happy. Hell everyone deserves to be happy. Well expect me, I'm not good for anyone. I bet when we head off to uni in 2 1/2 years the boys and I won't see each other for a few years. Liam and Louis will be happy together. Zayn will have a beautiful girlfriend and will be an English teacher with a future. Niall will be engaged to a brilliant girl that's perfect for him. Then there's me, all alone still suicidal.

"Harry, mate what's bothering you?" Zayn clapped his hand on my shoulder making me jump. Wow I scare easy.

"I like this-" I choked a little almost saying boy. "girl. She'll never like me though."

"Harry! How can you say that? you don't know until you try! Try anything! Buy her presents with little meanings to them telling her you're listening or just tell her! You're amazing Harry, who could not fall in love with you?" Niall. That's who.

I nodded and started walking back home, I didn't want to go through school today in this mood of despair and depression.

*Niall POV* Finally!

What was wrong with Harry today? I found him on the floor crying and then he acted like nothing was wrong! Maybe Louis knew, I mean they were best mates.

The whole group was good looking. Wow that sounds creepy, oh well I know what i mean so I'm okay. When I hugged Harry to give my thanks it was a well needed hug, I've felt lonely and Harry was the only one willing to be my friend. I think I'm going to like it here because of him. The school day was boring as fuck, I had most of my classes with Louis and Harry expect Harry went home. When I asked Louis he just shrugged, maybe he really didn't know or maybe they didn't trust me.

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