Daydreaming : Narry ✔

All My Love Will Fall Apart

Yay!! Ch.3!!! Depressing title I know but if you read the last chapter something BIG is going to happen in this one!! *hint hint wink wink* I cried writing this chapter I swear. And the last one. Sorry I made Louis a dick:( it gets better I promise! Sorry if its not that long!

Song for Niall's POV is Fix You by Coldplay.

The song for Harry's POV is Hold On Till May acoustic by Pierce The Veil.

Good luck with this chapter, I'm nervous about it!

*Niall's POV*

I hate this. I hate everything. I hate myself. I hate him. No, I don't hate him. Why did everything already start to fall apart when I just started feeling safe and secure? Maybe I'm just too late, I can't fix him.

I was laying on my bed bawling my eyes out like 3 year old for someone I just met yesterday. Why did I care so much about him? I heard a buzz and jumped up hoping it would be Harry but of course it wasn't.

"Niall, its bad. Get over here." Liam hung up the phone as I rushed out the door.

I drove as fast as I could to where Liam pointed earlier today. I was pissed at Louis to be honest, why the hell would someone tell that to their best friend? I mean what was Louis even thinking?! He knew Harry was fucking suicidal! I can't do this anymore!

"Niall!" Someone shook me bringing me back to where I was parked in Liam's driveway. "It's okay, it'll be okay." Zayn carried me into the house letting me sob in his shirt.

"Where the fuck is Louis?!" I shot out of Zayn's arms as soon as he closed the front door.

"Niall! Calm down!" Liam looked at Zayn for support but Zayn just shook his head. He was disappointed in everyone expect me right now.

"No! I fucking can't Li! Louis just practically killed Harry! You don't even know what Louis fucking said to him! You have no clue how broken Harry is! You have no clue how much he's hurting! You have no clue how much this is fucking killing all of us!" I ran out of breath and sunk to the floor in agony, I understand how Harry felt most days now. I wasn't able to be there for him, not then, not now and not ever. He hated me.

"Ni, I know what Louis said to him. He's in shock, he doesn't even remember doing it! I had to tell him! How do you think I felt?!" We all got silent. What about Harry? "Right now, I have no idea what's going to happen between all of us and Harry. Maybe we should stay away."

"LIAM JAMES PAYNE! HARRY IS SUICIDAL! WE CAN'T LEAVE HIM ALONE!" Zayn shouting was by far the scariest and saddest thing yet, my 2nd day was going fucking fabulous.

"Fine Zayn then you stick with him. Niall, Harry told you to stay away, can you do that?" I nodded and swallowed the lump in my throat. "Louis has to stay away from him, I'll try talking to him."

"I'm a terrible person." Louis was sitting on the steps, face in hands shaking.

"Lou no you're-"

"Save it Liam. He knows what he did was fucking terrible. Ever thought about how Harry would feel Lewis? Or did you just not care?" He shot up and marched toward me.

"I FUCKING CARE MORE THAN ANYONE EVER HAS! I THOUGHT ABOUT IT BUT I DIDN'T MEAN IT! I'VE NEVER THOUGHT THOOSE THINGS!"

"IF YOU DIDINT EVER THINK THOOSE THINGS THE WHY DID YOU SAY THEM?!" My voice broke on the last word.

"I don't know..." Louis whispered as we both breathed heavy from yelling.

"How do you not fucking know?" I had to be calm but it's not working.