Random thing I just wrote after not posting for ages~
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The rain pelts down onto my bare skin
And my tears fall into rhythm with them
The clouds darken
The fog thickens
I’m sitting alone underneath the table
Fear running though my body
But no one there to comfort me
Blocking my ears and closing my eyes doesn’t help
Never has, never will
The pain just continues
The panic never fading
I should be used to it by now
So many times I’ve lived through it
Then why does the terror never disappear
Why does this feeling never fade
Closing my eyes and imagining someone coming
Someone comforting me
May put my soul at rest for a few measly seconds
But that silence never lasts
So again I shut my eyes and block my ears
After all
That’s all I can do
All I can accomplish on my own
