Living life .. A Zayn malik fan fiction

Distant hearts : (

It's been two weeks already since Zayn left and I'm already pineing for his touch . I'm lucky in that i have been kept busy with work commitments before returning to the UK in two weeks . I miss it here now that Ruby is gone and Hayden is up on the east coast with her family for a wedding . The condo is lonely but I'm keeping active .

I'm still having therapy and I must say I'm doing well . I plan to visit the grave again this week and again to say goodbye for a while . I'm coping well and this time on my own is doing me good . I have more time to heal .

I had a guest appearance in travis's reality tv show but it won't air for another 2 months and I have been busy designing my new tshirt also which I'm really excited about . I have the launch for that next week here then another at home in the UK at a moto cross comp in liverpool .

Alan Carr wants me on his show when I return and I couldn't be more excited I adore him .

Zayn has a tv interview along with the other boys in a few minutes so I'm live streaming it and its now 2am in the morning but I want to see him and this is as close as I can get besides Skype .

They are on an australian breakfast show and judging by the crowds they are wild . They have such a huge fan base over there it's crazy . They are really loving it there thou and having a blast .

"So boys onto something a bit more personal , every female in australia wants to know about you Zayn and your relationship with professional motocross rider skylar Carmicheal ?" The host asks Zayn and I'm mortified .

"Ah yea , were really happy " he smiles

"He's gone all shy now about her " Niall teases .

"Hey sky " Niall waves into the Camera .

"She's live streaming it from LA " Zayn adds .

"Zayn bought you a koala bear teddy " Harry adds and it makes me laugh while Zayn rolls his eyes .

"You seem to get on well with her , is that important do you think " the host asks .

"Yea wel the boys have spent a lot if time with her and we work with her mom so we knew her for a bit before hand so ya she's cool " Zayn says and smiles cheekily into the Camera .

Awe he looks cute ..

"It's defiantly important but we know Sky and have hung out with her a lot and had a lot of fun so were happy that Zayns happy " Harry's says .

The host moves on to another topic and I'm still mortified . Our relationship was to be low key . I leave it ten minutes before I log onto twitter.

I think since being with Zayn I have learned to screw the haters because I'm a lover not a fighter , that's not to say every now and then it gets to me but when it comes to paps and magazines I'm not fazed . If they can sell millions copies with Zayn and I walking down a street on the front cover I say fair play to you .

I have been keeping up to date on twitter if the boys where abouts and what there up to . Il give it to them directioners they are good at what they do . I'm not complaining that I can see 1200 different sides of 1 picture of Zayn entering a venue .

My eyelids start to flutter with the tiredness and I'm unable to keep them open to twit stalk Zayn any longer . I'm asleep in minutes .

A/N .. Short chapter I know but I have another straight after . Hope you are enjoying and please comment it encourages me ; ) x