Living life .. A Zayn malik fan fiction

Reality bites ...

We are 3/4 way thru the flight home . My legs are thrown over Zayns while we talk about the best bits and bits we will miss the most in Mexico .

"Il miss just having you there " he says running his hand along my thigh .
"you know when I get back we have lots of work on with the new album and promo , its finished but theres a lot of the promo that fallows but I promise il make time" he says reaching over to kiss me .

"It's finished , does that mean you can sing me a little of that song you were humming at the hospital then " I ask hopeful.
He nods his head .
"I could but I want you to wait and hear it properly" he says tapping his nose referring to my nosiness .
I roll my eyes at him .

"I have a few things on , which is good because it will distract my mind . i have to fly to New york at some stage for an appearance at the US open next month because Adidas are major sponsors and I have another few things in the works ... But il miss you" i reply running my hand thru his hair .

He nods and kisses my wrist .
I continue to run my fingers softly thru his hair and his eyes begin to flutter .
I continue doing it until he's fast asleep . ..

The flight starts to descend so I wake Zayn which is near impossible so he can buckle up .

Unlucky for us word has gotten out about our arrival and things are crazy at the airport but lucky for us we are british citizens and are able to bypass immigration for a quick getaway .

They call it a security risk I call it a Thank fuck for that ..

Ricky is at the airport to pick myself and Ruby up while the rest travel back to the apartments by mini van .
"Il see you soon " Zayn says quickly helping Ricky and James with my bags
As quick as they can before we draw attention and directioners realise what we have done .

"Soon " I say and kiss him quickly as he helps me in and closes the door . I wave him off .

"So ... Tell me all " Ricky squeals
"What did you buy me ? Was it fab ? You got a colour " she blabbers on and I hold up my hand to stop her.
" I have spent 14 hours , 14 hours Ricky on a flight " I say and she laughs out loud .

We drop Ruby off and I think shes texting Harry already .
We only left them like 40 minutes ago.
She can't wipe the smug smile off her face and I know that smile too well.


Ricky and Dad unload my bags and I'm surprised the family are here to greet me .
I come back from LA twice and nobody's here but no, I come back from a 6 day holiday and there all here.

Mom makes the tea while I spill all about our vacation .

"We know you got a tatt " Ricky blurts out and i scowl at her abruptness . mom doesn't look impressed but I know she's knows .

"Ok before you even say it , it's small and easily covered its not that big deal and ... Well just don't lose it " I plead with them and jump down off the stool to show them .

Surprisingly they love them , mom had a couple of words to say but it's cool .
"It was spur of the moment" I add
"Holiday passion " Ricky winks
"Something like that " I reply and blush at the passionate memories of our holiday .

"So whats this business you wanted to discuss " I ask Ricky sitting myself back onto the stool .

"Look , get freshened up and we will speak soon squirt I'm sure your wrecked and I want my bloody present" she demands and it makes me laugh .

"Open the red case " I point and she's straight on it .

After an hour of gift giving and another cup of tea I'm suddenly really tired thou its only 6 .
Iv lost my appetite too and all I want is my bed.

I lay in bed and all I want is Zayn to be with me and I'm suddenly feeling like I'm coming down with the post holiday blues .
My phone rings right on que and its him .
He's laying with Niall on his bed watching a movie .

He stays on the line until I'm asleep ....


I awake to a clatter and I realise its raining outside . It's really coming down bad and instead of dwelling over the horrid weather I'm actually loving it .

James is coming at 9 to drive me to Seatac for a meeting with the team .
I best get up and face the day ahead , my body still tired but my mind wide awake .
I can't seem to move around fast enough .

Maxine , mark and jules are waiting for me when I arrive .
She taps her watch .
"Yes I know I'm sorry " I say
I'm 20 minutes late .

"Good girl gone bad " mark says and I look at him quizzically .
Jules hands me a coffee .
Mark throws today's papers down and tells me turn to page 7 .

*good girl gone bad ? ...
Is she fallowing in the wrong direction *

4 pictures .
One a picture of me sitting on the bed in the parlour smoking a cigarette getting inked while Zayn watches on.

A close up of the Twitpic of us focusing on our tattoos .

Another of me holding a jug if beer at the bar laughing .

The fourth Zayn holding me leaving the bar .
Oh my god I look awful .

"Ok it looks bad but it so wasn't like that , I don't even smoke but I would of smoked anything to get me thru the pain off that " I add quickly .

"I know it will blow over but just try and not ... You know " marks says and I understand completely .

I wonder idly has Zayn seen this but I'm quickly snapped out of it because of Maxine and my schedule .

Meetings , appearances , photo shoots , France , New York , workshops ...
When I am ever going to find time to meet Zayn between our busy schedules .....

When I return home Dan and Ricky are sat at the kitchen table discussing figures .
"Whats up ? whats with the files " I say picking up random files and bank documents from the table .
"This is what we wanted to talk to you about , sit and I'll make tea" she says and pulls out a chair for me .

"So the owners of funky skunk have had the place for ten years and its only since Dans taken over its really thrived the last couple of years and its continuing to climb and with your connections lately and there non-official appearances its really moving up " she says and hands me my tea .

"One direction " I laugh but I'm still confused .
Spit it out Ricky ...

"Look you can say no , straight off " Dan adds and I'm suddenly I'm curious .
"Spit it out for god sake " I snap
I want to know whats going on .

"The owners want out they have
made there money and are returning to the Middle East . Basically Dan has first option to buy it before its publicly advertised and we want to buy it " she says excitedly .

"You two want to buy it ?" I ask but funnily enough I am not surprised .
Dan made a great job out of that club and treats it like his own .
It takes great pride in the place .

"And let me guess you want a loan ?" I ask and she nods .
"See now that the club is on the map everybody will want a piece . We have managed to secure £160,000 between us for a bank loan . We think it will fetch a couple of million if not more " we can secure 2 million with that money from the bank but it cleans us out " she explains .

"So then you need money for the business account and lawyers and if its too low you want to be able to offer more money on the table " I say and she looks to Dan who looks at me .
There impressed .

"I bought a house when i was 18 , i know banks , i did business in school I can do the sum " . I reply coolly .

"So you have £160 ,000 which they will probably take all of that but then they need to see money to see you keep afloat " I say and they nod .

"Exactly , and enough to maybe borrow more from the bank if needed . We have been and they will only give us 2mill , were not worried about the debt because the place is a gold mine and that's why I'm worried 2million isn't enough as it stands the whole building , brand etc .. Is worth 2.2 ." Ricky explains and she looks anxiously at Dan .

I know this is what they want and they want it badly .

"Give me a second " I say and walk out to think about it more . I really want them to have it.
That's there dream , I have mine and Ricky played a part in that too .
I want to give back and make her happy too .


I re renter the kitchen with a proposition .
"So you say the club is worth 2.2 as it stands now , with Dan owning it it can reach its full potential . A little help from my celeb friends and a rewarding VIP experience it can double in years to come " I say and they both nod frantically .

"You see exactly what we are talking about ?" Dan says
"We wouldn't ask if we didn't really have too " Ricky replies biting her nails .
It's a nervous habit .

"Il put 1 million up front and buy 48% of the club and when yer ready ye can but me out . Il be a silent partner and everything is drawn up by a lawyer " I suggest and Ricky runs to me with her hands out hugging me tightly shouting a million thank you's .

"You sure ?" she asks again
"It's the money I made from my Adidas campaign might as well invest it , I'm still good for another 4 in the bank anyway" I say and she's kisses my forehead jumping up and down .


So I guess I buying a club ..
Well 48% anyways ...