Living life .. A Zayn malik fan fiction

Drunken words sober thoughts ?

Everybody is hammered . Period .
I'm sat on Zayns lap listening to El ramble on about this skincare line she's just bought . She's spluttering over her words and I can't take her seriously .
Zayn is running his hand along my back and his lips along my collarbone . It's distracting me .
Harry and Ruby have disappeared so no guesses on what they are doing and Hayden is having a cuddle with Niall who is whispering sweet nothings into his ear.

Louis is asleep on the chair .

"Babe I think I should get you to bed " I say to Zayn and a wicked grin appears on his face .
I rise from his lap and grab my crutches .
"Come on you " I say and he salutes the others a goodnight .

His arms are around me as we enter the room , thou he's very drunk he's still managing to be careful with me .
He kisses my cheek and goes to turn on the bed side light .

I head for the bathroom and start getting ready for bed .
I'm moisturising my face when he appears in the door way .
I smile back at him thru the reflection.

"Hey beautiful " he smiles .
" hey you want a glass of water ?" I ask and turn to face him .
He nods his head so I brush past him giving him a quick peak on the lips . he stumbles over my crutch awkwardly and is about the land on me but his hand hits the wall suddenly keeping him self upright .
His lips settle again on mine hard and his hands hold my face .
I can smell the alcohol on his breath .

"Go to bed and I will join you in a minute " I say and that seductive grin appears again all over his face .
I grab a bottled water from the mini bar fridge in our suite and throw it to him .
"Drink " I order him .

I awkwardly climb onto the bed . He's under the covers his head against the headboard . I sit facing him on his lap with my legs around him .
He's very drunk , I have never seen him like this before .
It's actually kind of cute ... In a weird way .
He brushes his hand along my jaw line.
"I love you , your very special to me " he whispers to me .
"You are to me too " I smile ,
He smiles and lays his head back against the headboard closing his eyes.

"Il marry you one day soon " he says and it stuns me .

I have never heard him talk like that before to me .

"Mrs Malik " he says biting down on his bottom lip .
He reopens his eyes to look at me before closing them again.
I wrap my arms around his neck holding myself up .

"Yes defiantly " he adds smiling running his hands up and down my thighs but stopping at the brace .

"Il buy you the house you want and you.. Babies ... And .. " he says but his voice starts to fade ...

"Oh no don't sleep" I plead , I want him to talk to me like he is ..
I want to hear it , oh Zayn don't fall asleep ...
It's too late , he's out for the count ..


I awake that morning before everybody else . Zayn is out for the count as is everybody else .
The veranda is clean and I suspect it's that the maid had been and gone until the bedrooms are free .

I'm sitting alone after showering and dressing drinking a coffee after coming off the phone to mom and Ricky .
All is well at home but Ricky has business to discuss with me when I get home . I wonder idly what it was that she wouldn't discuss over the phone .

"How are you up and dressed and looking so god damn pretty for at this hour for " Ruby moans from her bedroom door .
"I didn't take the biscuit lastnight like you lot did " I say and stick out my tongue at her .

"Oh stop being so fucking perky " she snaps and I laugh out loud at her .
"What the time " she asks .
"Just gone 7:40 " I reply and she huffs at me .
"Go back to bed " I tell her and she offers me a lazy smile turning back around .
"Tell Harry I said hi " I reply cheekily and she gives me the finger closing the door .

I'm bored so I ring reception for the English newspapers and another coffee . I reorder breakfast for 10 instead.
The sun is beating down and it's going to be another fabulous day here .
I have time to think to myself of the events that happened yesterday .

I hope Zayn really is going to let this drop . At least by the time I'm back in action he will be too busy with this new album and promo stuff or whatever is scheduled that he won't notice . I can never keep up , those boys are way over promoted and over worked , Always having something on.

It's gone past 9 and nobody is up .
Zayn is still conked when i grab pain killers from my toiletry bag , I swallow them back and go outside to grab an apple from the fruit basket and finish the papers .

We made the back pages , all of us .

* 1D members take well deserved break *

I look god awful with this stupid support on my knee which doesn't go unnoticed either in the article .
Zayn looks good thou he always manages too !

I should ring jules and see whats happening also but before that I snap a pic of the view of the ocean and post it on twitter .

* what a beautiful sight to wake up to *

"There you are ?" Zayn calls from the bedroom door smiling.
"You look good for a man who went to bed very drunk lastnight " I tease him and he laughs walking out onto the veranda .
He places his hands on my shoulders from behind and kisses the top of my head pulling out the chair on my right.
"How the knee " he asks noticing I have it up on the chair opposite me .
"Yea it's good" I reply .
He takes my coffee and sips it .
He looks fresh this morning ,even smells good he must of been up for a while and had a shower . He's dressed in shorts and T but a snap back lays loosely on his head and I suspect it's because he's hadn't done his hair.

"You need to shave " I say running my hand along the overgrown stubble on his face .
"Why do you want me to shave " he asks
"Actually it's kinda hot maybe keep it " I wink ..
"But no longer than that , I don't do beard rash " I warn him and he laughs.

"So that was an interesting night " I say taking my coffee back off him .
"Very interesting , a lot was learnt " he replies smugly
"Yep there was defiantly a lot Said after .. " I say quietly gauging his reaction .
His eyes narrow in on mine for a moment . It's kind of intense but i can't look away .

" I believe there was " he smiles and I know he remembers too well his little ramble last night .