Living life .. A Zayn malik fan fiction

Out of sight out of mind .

The next morning I'm awoken by voices , I check my phone and it's 8:50.
Bloody hell and its my day off.

Who the hell is Ricky yelling at , at this time in morning .
I pull myself up and go in search of my dressing gown .

I hear an accent , it's American . I grab my gown to find Zayns grey zip up hoodie behind it . Hmm I had looked for that so I pop it on over my pj shorts .
It looks like a dress Thou and I inhale the collar , Hmmm still smells like him.

My attention is bought back as I hear Ricky getting louder and louder so i run down the Stairs as quickly as I can .

I stop short at the Kitchen when I turn the corner and I freeze .

"Ryan , what the hell are you doing here ? I ask in horror .

"Hey baby girl " he replies and he's up and off the stool extending his arms around me .

I just stand there still frozen as he hugs me .

"Sit " I snap and point to a stool .

"I need coffee " I spit out and reach for a cup in cupboard .

Ryan watches me carefully as I move around the kitchen And Ricky stays quite .
She's taking my mood in ..

I pour my coffee , sit down and take a long sip .

"So what do you want , why are you in London in my house " I ask him as coolly as I can manage .

"Didn't they tell you ? I'm here for a week I'm competing Sunday in the comp here " he explains like its old news .

"And your at my house why ?" I ask in deadpan .

"To see you , it's been a while . You never did say bye when you left LA . " he replies dropping his head down and swallowing the lump in his throat .

Ricky looks at me and I nod . She leaves the kitchen not taking her eyes off Ryan until she's gone .

Ryan Hart is my ex boyfriend from the states . We both meet earlier on in our careers when I was 16 . I was just starting out and he was a friend to me when I felt so alone being one of the youngest of 4 girls signed on with XpPro . These girls gave me a hard time as they tryed there whole lives to make it and they felt I just breezed it and automatically became teachers pet . Losers , I wonder what ever happened to them . I haven't heard of them sense , They didn't make the pro circuit .

Well Ryan befriended me thru all of this and that's how I met and fell in love with Ryan . We had a nasty private break up 5 months before I left and I had avoided him since . Well that is until now !

"Why are so icy towards me ? " he asks

"Are you serious Ryan ?" I reply with. Dire look .

"Look maybe I caught you at a bad time here - "
I cut him off right there ...

"Anytime with you is a bad time " I spit out .

"I taught we sorted things out , I thought we were cool " he asks surprised .

"No Ryan were not cool , management sorted us out, not me and you " I yell at him .

This is the first time i have seen Ryan since and il be honest I'm hurting on the inside just seeing him sitting here in my kitchen acting so nice .

"I'm sorry . I am really sorry for the way things got out of control and ended that way but you just left , you even changed your manager and bought your team with you. I couldn't get in contact with you . " he pleads . He holds his head in his hands and He looks frustrated .