Living life .. A Zayn malik fan fiction

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I'm standing in the shower contemplating what Zayn and I had talked about last night and washing the film of sex on me from last night . Am I with Zayn , are we just having a fling , Is this a thing ? , I'm confused . Why doesnt he want me seeing anybody ? Will he see somebody there ? I'm not ready for another relationship nor have I the time . I don't think Zayn has the time either .

I need to stop over thinking this and just go with it . I have an important comp coming up and I really need to make my name here .

No more nights out for me ! I'm convincing myself that anyway .

My phone beeps and I know it's Zayn ..
I have given him his own personal message tone.

- missed you this morning : ( . We could of had a rerun from last night ; )
You were very sexy : O .. Xxx -

I blush frantically at the thought and I dismiss his message for a minute while I knock back a berrioca .

- I don't do goodbyes not even to my friends : P xxx -

I hit send and head straight to the shed.

Today I'm getting some riding in and tomorrow I have meetings with the team regarding the tournament .

I send Zayn the picture of me this morning firstly thou.

- Very hot ... Hmmm ; ) . Just about to board .I think i am more than a friend ? ; ) Il call you when I reach Washington xxx -

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It's roughly 8pm when I hear Jason my brother calling for me .

"What " I yell back rolling the bike into the shed for tommorrow .

"Come in here , in the kitchen " he yells back straight away .

I'm covered in mud and i am hot and sweaty , I take off my boots at the back door and head in .

Jason is sat at the kitchen counter with my mother who is drinking tea
And He's reading a newspaper .

"What's up ? What's with the yelling " I snap as I reach into the fridge for a bottle of water .

"Aw nothing , Just rubbish again . I don't know why you read that . They miss interrupt them pictures "
Mom replies scoffing into her tea cup .

I slide the paper to me in curiosity..
Oh dear ...

* ZAYN MALIK AND MX STAR SKYLAR CARMICHEAL - IT'S ON ! *

There it is , 2 pictures of Zayn and I from last night .
One was when we where dancing on the dance floor and the other one with his arms around me while we stood with his friends ..

Ok I will admit , it looks bad .

"For fuck sake " I spit out and look up at Jason who is tight lipped .

"Skylar watch your mouth " Mom snaps .

Jason gives me a sypmatic look which surprises me .. Does he feel pity on my lack of privacy ?

"This is ... - " .. I don't know what to say ,
I'm lost for words .

Jason shakes his head discreetly at me and I shut up .
My mother says nothing and excuses herself to the sitting room to join my Dad .

Mmmm wonder what he said ?

"This is what" Jason asks as soon as Mom is out if sight .

"This isn't a relationship . This is hanging out , They make it look like we're together " I snap .