Living life .. A Zayn malik fan fiction

I love you .

I am sitting in first class on my flight to New York .
Thou I'm physically here , my head is still with Zayn in his hotel room this morning .

He wants to go on holidays with me ? Isn't that very couple like .

I can't shake the feeling that I'm falling hard for Zayn .

What if he goes to australia and meets somebody there or somebody else in London ?

My thoughts are interrupted as the captain tells us to fasten our belts for descent .

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The launch is hectic . People everywhere , flashes going off in every direction . I'm smiling and happily chatting to everybody in sight .

Maybe that's down to the two Xanax I swallowed on the ride here .
But I do love functions like this , It's another part of the Job I enjoy.

Im dressed in a peach cocktail dress with a feathered skirt . I'm mingling with guests and chatting with contacts.

Maxine approaches me and excuses me from the guests abruptly .
It's my first time seeing Maxine in 2 weeks .

"You and Zayn Malik are you too dating ?" She blurts out all of a sudden As She pushes me through the crowd .

"Errr no ... why " I reply nervously because even I can't answer that question ..

"We'll then get over there and get some press time with Ryan " she replies and pushes me towards his table.

Oh greet , I bet Mark put her up to this.

"Hey " I greet him and his friends with a kiss on the cheek as I go and sit beside him .

A waitress comes with non alcoholic drinks for us as Photographers get there photos .

"How have you been ?" He asks genuinely and I play my part ..

"Yea I'm really good " I reply with a smile ..

I am so good in fact whoever discovered happy pills should be on the hollywood walk of fame .

"You look fantastic " Ryan says and places his hand on my knee momentarily until I jerk it off .

He says nothing but sighs heavily .

His hand is on the other side of my face suddenly and he kisses my cheek leaving his lips linger there longer than what they should .

"You smell of vanilla , I remember that smell " he smiles against my cheek .

"Stop Ryan " I snap trying not to make a scene .

"What's wrong " he asks as if I'm the crazy one .

"You know whats wrong " . I reply

"Can I not kiss your cheek now ?" He says coyly ..

"I know what your doing " .. I mutter .

"Are you dating him ?" he says with distaste in his mouth .

"No " I reply sternly

"Well then .. You haven't got a boyfriend and I'm not seeing anybody ... " he says slyly .

"We have been there and done that, i taught we were friends " . I reply trying to keep my voice low .

"We are friends " he says quietly as to not make a scene also .

"Your acting like more than my friend" I snap .

"That pop star is your friend bet you let him touch you " he replies .