Living life .. A Zayn malik fan fiction

Am I still dreaming part 2 ..

A minute passes by and its felt like longer ...

What if its positive ?" I ask him with caution .
"Aren't you on the pill ? or have you done something stupid " he replies sharply .
"Yes I am on the pill and no I haven't but ... "
"Well then you have nothing to worry about " he snaps .

"Hang on what did you just say ?" I shout .
"You heard me " he snaps
"What do you mean I have nothing to worry about ? " I snap
"If you forgot your pill or something .." He starts to shout but I hold up my hand to stop him .
Oh I'm really pissed now ..
" Your the one cumming inside of me , don't fucken dare put this on me " I shout back .
What a dickhead ... !

"I know that sky , I am the one thats fucking you " he snaps .
He's biting his lip hard keeping one eye on the phone and one on me .

"That's charming .. Thank you for making me feel like a slut too " I scream back holding my head in my hands .
"Don't be fucken childish .. Did you take your pill " he shouts back

"Yes I took it .. " I scream at him .

"It's not my fault .. I didn't ask for this . I had a dream , my period is late and I'm paranoid ok .. i am sorry " I scowl at him and he closes his eyes for a second as if he's in pain .

"Your doing all this because of a stupid dream about a child then you tell me your late .. " He says under his breath . He's furious !

"I'm sorry , but you know what i did once lose a child and this hurts sitting here it brings back memories for me and it wasn't a stupid dream ... I can't help it ! " I scream really loud again getting up from the seat , I can't hack the suspense .
He closes his eyes and bangs his fist against the counter . I step back from him .
He turns the test over suddenly and examines it .
He flings it hard across the room and it hits the window .
He buries his head in his hands while bending over .
"Your not pregnant " he says quietly.

I'm relived but I'm still so mad at him.

" You must be so fucken relieved your not stuck having a baby with the girl your fucking " I spit at him before storming out and straight to his room .

I grab my overnight bag and my belongings and lock my self into the bathroom .

I run the shower and step in , crying to myself but I shower quickly as hot tears stream down my face .
I dress quickly into my track pants and hoodie . I wonder if he's still in the apartment ? Im brushing my hair out trying to tame it .il make a quick getaway I decide .
Suddenly I hear him turn the door handle , then he bangs it once .

"Open the door now sky " he snaps
"Go away leave me alone " I shout back .
"Please open the door " he says again and bangs it over and over again with his hand .
"Go away . I don't want to see you . Please leave here so I can go home " I scream .
"I'm not going anywhere sky " he says but he sounds a little calmer .
I say nothing and continue getting ready . I run moisturiser over my face fighting back the tears.
"Please open the door " he says banging it loudly again .
"I want to go home " I scream again dropping my bottle of Clinique and sinking to the floor . Bringing me knees up to my chest I cry softly .

"Please baby let me in . I'm so sorry please let me in I want to see you " he begs and I hear him press up against the door and sliding down against it .
"I'm not leaving until you open this door " he shouts .
"Zayn please . Go away and leave me alone . You make me sick " I scream back and suddenly I hear another smack against the door .
"Don't do this please . I'm so sorry" he pleads
"You told me in LA you would get me pregnant if it made me happy. Your such a fucken Hypocrite " I scream against my knees.
"Open the fucken door " he screams and bangs it really hard over and over again .
"Move out of the way " he shouts and I know what's coming next .
"Stop it " I scream
Suddenly he kicks in the door and it flies opened .
His eyes find mine straight away and he's kneeling before me all of a sudden. He grabs my face pulling it towards him .

"I'm so so so sorry . I love you please don't say I make you feel sick . I love you so much I didn't mean it ! I'm sorry . I panicked because your period was late and you never told me . Your not .. We're not ready for a baby but if that test was positive I would still love you because you would be the mother if my child . I reacted really badly I'm a stupid cunt " he pleads and he looks scared .

"I have issues Zayn and you know that. Of all the people in the world I would never have taught it was you who would hurt me like that . It was my hour of need " I reply turning my head so I don't have to look at him .

He grabs my face again but I pull away from him and stand .
"Can you please take me home . I want to go home and nobody is picking up there phones " I ask him calmly but inside I'm dying .

"Please " he begs standing up he grabs my waist but I push him away .

"No " I scream the tears prickling in the back of my eyes again .
I grab my bag and walk away .
He fallows me grabbing his car keys .
I take the Stairs and not the lift .

I know he will only talk me into staying and I need space . My head needs Space away from him .

This is crazy ...