Living life .. A Zayn malik fan fiction

Something's gotta give

I'm currently in Manchester going doing a radio interview with Kim and Kyle for the morning show . It's just a fun interview nothing to business like .

It's my second time here and I have always has fun answering questions and sharing funny stories .
I'm up since 4 am to be ready and on air for 8am .
Zayn is podcasting it tonight which is sweet he wants to find the time to listen in thou it won't be live like it is in england .

We're about to go on air and jules hands me a large latte before exiting the recording room .

" Ahhhh we have a special guest this morning is my fav female sky Carmicheal .. Welcome " Kim brags winking at me.
"Hello , so good to be here thou I'm still waking up " I reply and they laugh.
"Sky , wow your year has been amazing so far whats been your favourite moment " Kyle asks
"Hmmm I can't pin point just one , I have had a blast this year , so much has happened " I reply
"So your back to the UK will that be for good ?" he asks
"Yes hopefully I will remain based here . I am still over and back to Americia but defiantly this is home now . I'm such a home bird I miss the cold and uggs and ... Fires .. "

"Oh I can so relate to that , you can get away with hairy legs and baggy jumpers it's my fav " Kim replies
"Oh totally ... " I reply trying to take a sip of coffee going un noticed on radio.

"So you have been busy with endorsements and I know you have your own motocross range coming out with your sponsors , T-shirts and jackets .. When can we expect them in the UK ?" Kyle asks
"Well they are out in the us this week and I expect them here maybe in the next month which is really exciting " I reply
"Just before nitro , the tour starts early next year , will you back with them here ?" kim asks
"Im suppose to be , I will defiantly be there regardless " I reply anxiously .

"Awe can't wait for the tour , what else have to been getting up to in your spare time ?" she asks
"Honestly when I'm not working I have been chilling . I'm quite boring I just hang with friends and family ... "

"And your boyyyfriennnd " Kim adds smiling cheekily at me .

"Yes I do that to " I reply laughing
"Ye have just come back from holidays how was that , do ye get to go away a lot or is it hard with the two of you working around the clock ?" Kyle asks and I knew Zayn would eventually become topic of conversation .

"Yes we're back from holidays which was amazing ...
Obliviously Zayn has a lot more going on at the moment but we try to find time when ever we can , I can probably bend a couple of things around his time off so it's not so bad " I reply
"What do ye do for fun ? Anything crazy ... Tattoos or ... ?" Kyle asks and we all laugh .
"Yes tattoos .. Am .. We just chill , nothing to crazy just like watch movies , go out with friends , sometimes if its not to crazy shopping , mcdonalds , but we try and keep to ourselves most of the time . Zayn is probably one if the most private one of the boys so when he has time off sometimes we just hide out .. " I explain

"Yes we have seen that , it's like an riot when he tweets on his down time you can almost here every breathing female in england screaming spamming his twitter " Kim laughs .
"I know it's super crazy " I reply

"So it was great chatting with you , we are letting you chose the next song what would you like chris brown ? Katy Perry?" Kyle teases

"The best song ever of course " I laugh
"Your so predictable " Kyle laughs
"So here you go folks .. The best song ever with Kyle and Kim on Redfm " he calls into the mic and takes off his headphones .

"I so saw Zayn cropping up " I laugh tongue in cheek .
"Aww you know me " kim laughs and comes to thank me , hugging me briefly.

"Come back again and bring more gossip" she moans
"He'll kill me if I spill anymore " I reply laughing with her .

I leave the studio and into the car with James when suddenly my phone beeps. It's Zayn .
Jules is sitting with me going over some schedules .

* managed to catch the interview live on my phone between my interviews .. ; ) . Your not boring your perfect baby.
I love you Can't wait to see this evening .
Ps . Harry says next time ask Kim are
Her tits real ? ( his words not mine ) aha ; ) x *

I laugh out loud at Harry abruptness once again .

* He can ask her himself the wuss : )
I love you too can't wait till this evening il be at mine by then , Now go back to work I'm busy ; P ... Xxxx *

I'm home again in London for 1 . I can't wait to see Zayn this evening , it's getter harder every time he's away .
I can have a room full of people around me at once and I can still feel like the loneliness person in room without him .

I'm bored , fuck it nobody is here and I feel a lot better I should take the bike out ? Surely it won't do any harm just for an hour ? ..

I get changed in my attire and head for the shed , it's 2.00 il pack it away at 3ish get ready for Zayn ...

An hour later I don't want to get off , i have missed this so much in the last 5 weeks and I'm surprised at much my fitness level has gone down .
I need to get back into it I'm way too stiff and my strength isn't impressing me either .

I jump off the bike to stretch for a moment , taking off my helmet .
God it feels good to finally be back to reality .
Suddenly I hear somebody whistle sharply at me .
I turn to see Zayn standing by the fence his arms crossed against his chest .
It's not 5 is it ?

He looks moody ..
Oh shit .....

I wave at him smiling thru gritted teeth while I limp awkwardly towards him .

"Hi " I say with guilty tone approaching him .

"What the fuck are you doing baby you could really hurt yourself you shouldn't be on that fucken bike anyway " he snaps placing his two hands on either side of my face examining me like I'm a small child .

"Zayn it's been weeks " I moan
"Have you been riding since we got back ?" he snaps again this time angrier .
"Jesus Zayn give me a break .... No I haven't its just today " I snap back

"Where's your stick you shouldn't b walking on it if its not healed " he replies stepping away from me and looking from left to right .

"It's healed it's fine " I shout . I'm so annoyed , I haven't seen him for a few days and when I do it's straight into an argument .
"Then why the fuck are you limping " he spits back at me and I shrug my shoulders .
"I dunno " .
"Don't be so childish sky " he rolls his eyes .
"It's over there " I point towards the shed rolling my eyes also .

He stares at me for a moment unimpressed before storming off to get it .
What's his problem ? It's not even that big of a deal ...

"What's wrong with you , it cant be about the bike " I say grabbing it from his hands .
"Nothing baby , it's just you cant go riding it when your not ready , you were told to wait and it's only a couple of days until your appointment " he says a little calmer this time .

He looks tense and irritated . He's not himself .

"Your pissed off and if your pissed off because of this then Zayn you can go be pissed off somewhere else because I'm not listening to it " I snap and finally he looks up .
His eyes pierce into mine .
He's hiding something behind them .

"We have a stadium tour next year . I will be away for the best part of 10 months " he says and it throws me .

"Oh... Ten months " I reply sadly

He nods with me .

10 whole months without him ?..

I knew this day would come , it's been to easy seeing each other the last few months .
Something had to give .....