So Long, Happ-inez-ss (Jacksepticeye Fanfiction)

Chapter 1 : Inez - What?

"Do you miss your hometown?" I read the question and then look at the camera "Yes, sometimes. The thing I miss the most is food from my country. If you guys have a chance to go to Indonesia, you must try some traditional food there. They're delicious." I answer the question as imagining my favorite food that my mom always made for my family in any special date like my birthday, or Christmas. "That's all for now. Thank you so much for all of your questions and I will see you guys next Monday." I said as I close the camera with my hand. 

I sigh, I do miss my hometown, I do miss my mom. Sometimes I wonder why I ended up here in Ireland, living with my friend named Samelia, and being a youtuber. Sometimes I wonder why didn't I took collage in Indonesia? Being a lawyer instead youtuber. Being a doctor instead vlogger. "Already finished your video?" My roommate, Samelia said from the doorway. I nodded my head. "You look tired" She said again "No, it's just my face" I said.

I lay down on my bed with my phone in my hand. I still have 2 days for upload my video, that means two days until Monday. I opened Twitter and there are still so many questions that I haven't read yet. 

"Hey, do you have a boyfriend?" it said "No, I don't. But I used to have one hehe." I replied. 

"Do you still live with your friend?" another Tweet said "Yes of course. Even if I don't want to, but I have no one here."  I replied

"Inez! Do you know Dan and Phil? Markiplier? or Jacksepticeye?" Another question "YES! THEY'RE MY FAVORITES! Especially Sean, or Jack, or Jacksepticeye." I replied. 

I wish I can go to Vidcon this year, I want to meet them so bad. I closed my Twitter and open YouTube. All I did while not filming is just open 3 different applications and then go to sleep, but I'm sure I am not the only one. I search 'Jacksepticeye' and his videos fill my phone screen quickly. I'm glad I don't have a fucked up Internet connection just like in hotel or another public places. He's just uploaded another Happy Wheels game. I watched two or three videos and then there's a suggestion video called "It's over" from Jacksepticeye. I've never clicked on a video so fast before, suddenly I feel all the blood in my body rushing and my heart will come out any minute now. I'm afraid that he will quit YouTube because of the negative comments on him lately. He's not doing his intro with the same energy like in another videos. 

"So, me and her decided to break up. Because we feel like..." He sigh "We feel like it's not about who is right and wrong, it's only about who is win and lose." Another sigh "All the love probably disappear. Like you know, in relationship there's always something, a little thing that make you both so mad. So mad and then that will be a big problem between you two." Another sigh "And here we are, in our separate ways. We didn't choose to stop loving each other but we choose to stop hurting each other. But who knows. Who knows that I would marry her one day. Who knows that we will be back together." He said. But then he try so hard to change his mood into a better one. "Next week I will be at Vidcon with Mark, and so any others youtubers. So yeah, I hope you guys can run to me without saying a word about my break up because it hurts a lot. It is." He finished his video without doing an outro, and that's when I know he really, really hurts.

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I woke up at 3:50 PM, that's what I've got for being awake until 5 AM, edited my video, stalked Jack's instagram, and watched Jack's videos. I groan, I felt dizzy, probably from sleeping too much. "Nez!" Samelia shout, probably from the kitchen. "I'm awake!" I shout back. I hear footsteps which get louder every single second. I'm guessing she will jump onto my bed and announce something that probably not too important. "You wanna go out tonight?" She said as soon as she appeared in my room and open the curtain. "When?" I asked, closing my eyes try to blocking the sun that came into my room, too bright. "Tonight. I said tonight. 7 PM, okay?" She said and left. I nodded my head even don't have any idea where will we going tonight, probably to the club, as always.