So Long, Happ-inez-ss (Jacksepticeye Fanfiction)

Chapter 3 : Inez - Shut up, Mom!

"I usually don't fall when I try to stand, I lost a bet to a guy in a Chiffon skirt, but I make this high heels works. I told you time and time again, I'm not as think as you drunk I am. And we all fell down when the sun came up, I think I've had enough." Brendon Urie sang beautifully inside my phone finally wake me up from my horrible dream. Wake up with a little headache as always, I drag myself to bathroom to showering. I have to go to Sean's house to filming two videos for our channels.

I enjoying cold water that hit my skin softly. Do you ever feel like bathroom is the best place to thinking about something, or anything? Yes, I do. I'm thinking about what if I let Sean fuck me the other day? What if I told Sean that he was about to have sex with me? What if I 'accidentally' have something to do and can't go to Sean's today? What if? Honestly, this world was made with two words 'what if' 

I get out from the bathroom, wrapped my short black boring hair with a towel to make it dry and pick a usual outfit. Still with a towel on my head, I go to the kitchen just to found a letter on the fridge. "I'm out to the market. Will be back at 4" it said. I pick up an empty note and wrote "To someone's place to filming. I don't know when I'll be back" and stick it on the fridge as well. I pour cereal and milk into a bowl, with my phone in my hand. One notification. 

Sean : "Hey, you awake?"
Inez: " Yes, I am. I'm on my way"

I put my empty bowl into the sink and promise myself to wash it later. I walk out from my house, locked it and put the key in the usual place so Samelia can get in. "I hope you still remember the way" Sean text to me "I still remember it. I will be there about 10 minutes" I replied and put my phone in my pocket, after plug in the earphone and play Don't Threaten Me With a Good Time by Panic! At The Disco. I can feel my phone vibrate on my butt but I ignore it, probably from Sean, just make sure I'm okay. 

After about 6 or 7 songs that I have played. I pull out my phone and see the message and then I realized that's not from Sean. That's from my mom. "We need to talk" it said. I sigh, not again please. I've had enough of her persuade me to go back to Indonesia and go to the collage, I'm too old for it. I'm already 21, when the new collage student will be around 18 or 19. I just can't and don't want to go to the collage, thinking about listening to someone talking about the same thing over and over again, a bunch of homework that I must done in one night. I just can't stand studying again. I'm done.

I'm about to search for Sean and I conversation on direct message Twitter, but Sean already in front of me, carrying some groceries. "Glad you finally came. I bought something for dinner, I can cook you know" He said and smile at me. Okay, this is awkward. Maybe not for him, he doesn't know what actually happened. "Okay" I simply said. "So, you had everything on your bag?" He asked when we entered the elevator, I nodded. 

I just keep silent when we prepare for the video. "I thought you're kind of talkative girl" Sean said. I am, believe me I am. Samelia always told me to shut up because I talked too much about not so important thing like I hate black coffee and I felt weird to saw someone can actually enjoy black coffee. "I am, but not today" I said full of honest. It's kinda true, my mood change all of sudden because an annoying text from my mom. "It is because of me?" He asked. I shook my head, "I have this thing called mood swing around middle month" I said "You're on your PMS. I see." He nodded his head, I smiled a little. 

It's crazy to meet him face to face, I always adore that bluest eyes and green hair just through my phone, I always like his laugh and voice from the speaker of my phone. And now I saw him there, I saw him right in front of me. He's real, he's alive. I might be sounds like a crazy fangirl that probably will kidnapped him and tied him on her basement. I would if I'm still 18 years old, when I first saw his video. "Earth to Inez!" Sean waved his hand in front of my face violently. I shook my head "Yes?" I asked "What's on your pretty little head there?" He said touch my head a several times with his index finger "Nothing" I said, pull out the stuff we need to waxed our arms and legs for tumblr tag on my channel. "Come on, the video won't be so great if you still had something on your mind that distract you" He said.