"I don't fucking understand your mind anymore, Sean!" Sally yelled at my face, I've had enough. "What did I do now?!" I yelled back at her. "We barely spent time together, Sean. That's what you did wrong! You always busy with your YouTube thing, you seems like forget that you have me in this house! It seems like I am invisible!" She yelled. Her face turns to red, like she always did when she was so mad. "Can you get it that I'm just busy for a while? Can't you fucking get it?" I asked her. Then she cried "No. Not again." I said under my breath "You changed, Sean. You changed so much" She said then left. I thought she will come back, and then I thought wrong.
She never come back, unless she want to packed her things from our house. "You can't just leave me because that stupid thing" I said, running my hand through my green hair. "Yes, of course I can. I've had enough of your bullshit. Don't you fucking see that I need you? I need to talk to you, but you just said 'I''m sorry, I'm so busy right now. I have a video to record'. Remember?" She said, put her hands on the waist, her face start turning into red again. "You can't leave me. I love you." I said, almost whisper. "But I don't." She said than leave.
Since then, I always feel sad. I always feel like I won't have a good relationship, every girl can't stand me with being busy all the time. But why, why this time when I have a plan to propose her next year? We've been together for four fucking years. I thought she can understand my job since she always busy drawing for her comics. I thought we understand each other. But that's what I've got from thinking. I've dumped.
I became a real Irish men that drinks a lot. I don't care about anything anymore, I barely eat a proper food since she left. I just eat cereal, drink coffee, and alcohol. I left the empty bottles everywhere, my house probably can covered in bottles. Almost every night I would go to sleep because I drank too much then passed out. Almost every morning I would wake up than feel a really bad hungover. I started to try to kill myself if I did this for three years straight.
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Tonight, I decided to sober up. I keep myself distracted from drinking with Twitter, and search for "Jackseptiece" then there's this girl called Inezputri on twitter. How the fuck did you pronounce that name? I stalked her and found a tweet that she said her celebrity crush is me, and her favorite youtuber is me as well. I checked her bio and she's a youtuber from somewhere in Asia. I punch the follow button and started following her on twitter and instagram. I opened the YouTube from my phone and search "Inez putri" on it. And then there's a few videos of her, she's a vloger. She did the vlogmast last year, she did daily vlog, or just talked about an unimportant things like what kind of cake that I liked or something else like that. She did the roommate tag, best friend tag, and tumblr tag with the same girl called Sam.
I watched one of her video called 'moving out' and then the thumbnail is her and a woman that I guess is her mom hugging each other. I watched her vlog and hear her cried while filming her mother, wave at her. She's not as bad as I thought. She kinda good-looking, and she has a great voice as well.
I woke up in the next morning. I sigh loudly, even my day just started, I just want it to end just yet. I open the refrigerator door and saw no alcohol left in it. I eat a quick meal, and decided I will go to the club tonight. Too lazy to even buy another drink and make myself passed out all alone. Maybe, just maybe I found a girl and can make her my one night stand? Maybe.
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I walked into the club, like a boss, cause I am a boss. I saw a girl with a black short hair, and her body isn't tall enough compare to her friend beside her, she's probably just 165 cm. I drank two glass of beer than walk to her direction. I feel like I know this girl. She turn around to her friend to said something like "You can go home by yourself" or something like that. And then a name come to my brain, Inez. The Asian girl that have a big crush on me. What if I asked her to go to my house? She'll said yes, of course, I thought then walk to her, tapped on her shoulder. "Aren't you Inez?" I asked and smile, she almost choke on her drink because of me. "Sorry" I said "Y-yeah" she said "I'm Sean, or Jack" I said and I held out my hand "I know" She said than let go of my hand after a second touching hers.
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So Long, Happ-inez-ss (Jacksepticeye Fanfiction)
Fanfiction"Hey, let's continue our conversation in my apartment" Sean said to Inez "Okay then" She said "I have to go right now" She said about an hour later, leaving Sean hanging, confused, and alone.
